Elijah’s biggest fan :
I love him more than anything, more than myself, more than anyone else I’ve ever met. He makes me look forward to my life that was so dull I felt as if I was suffocating in my own loneliness. He was the only one who actually cared enough to talk to me when I was alone and everyone else found me weird, he doesn’t make me feel unsafe, his smile is so pretty, his face is so pretty, he’s so perfect but could never love someone like me. He’s so funny and sweet, he makes me laugh all the time, he makes me feel as if me laughing isn’t something as ugly as I made it out to be, I love the way he looks at me, how he notices the small things, how he looks so happy when he explains things, how he randomly sends me TikTok’s, how he doesn’t point out my very obvious flaws, how he wasn’t talked shit behind my back, how he hasn’t left me out for someone else, how he makes up jokes to break the silence. It makes me feel like hanging out with me is some kinda chore. He will only ever see me as a side friend in his life, I’m not someone important, IM never someone important. I’m not his type either, IM not anyone’s type. Why am I so unlovable?..
2026-08-22 04:02:13