@y0ur.girl_l.y1a: I still hate him so much. to this day I can’t live a normal life with all he did to me. I hate that hes having the time of his life in college rn, completely forgetting about how he ruined me. Like thanks for the character development but i almost died during it. I was 12. U were 14-15. You fucking knew you were putting me through. something that would ruin me forever. You were never gonna do it. You were never gonna harm yourself, you just wanted to take advantage of a little girl and the love she had for you. No I don’t miss you. No I don’t want you back like all the times I did way before, I’m just drowning in regret in ever meating you. Maybe if you did leave me then like you said you would, I could love people normally. I could live normally. But you’ll never see this. And your too stupid enough to feel it. . . . Prolly gonna delete this tomorrow

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giuly_sheila
giuls🇨🇦 :
i lost myself for saving others
2026-09-20 22:35:26
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usrrizunkwn67
R1l3y🫰💙🤍 :
And they never actually mean it they js want attention.💔
2026-09-09 23:43:53
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honestlysaylin
saylinnn :
it was SO draining.
2026-09-10 21:36:53
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omgfaazzi
aimrell :
Turns out, he really meant it and he's not just doing that for attention. He was months older than me, but now, I'm 15 and he's still 14 💔
2026-09-17 11:24:52
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mmmwhatever5
Covey✨ :
We dont talk abour this enough. Its exhausting
2026-09-21 07:55:42
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phoebearthur4
Phoebe :
I saved his life then he left
2026-09-11 13:55:36
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yu.dont.know.me.22
lilii🦓🐆 :
it actually killed me. its affected me in so many ways. I lost myself because of it. it happened every week.
2026-09-11 15:37:12
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therealmollysweeney
🥨𝓸𝓵𝓵𝔂 :
I had no business at 13 having to run out in the middle of the night with no shoes bc my friend sent me a picture of a train track.
2026-09-21 08:29:15
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fairywithdots
𝔏𝔢𝔫𝔫𝔶 ˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀ :
dear akira, im sorry I couldnt save you.
2026-09-17 08:15:46
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urfantasy4evah
Blue_Devil :
Except I was 10. I still love him.
2026-09-27 17:53:48
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julieispeak
🪨 :
This is why i dont vent to people who are lower at age than me.Im sorry for what he did but u rlly dont know how he felt but issokay who am i to say anythin
2026-09-27 17:18:25
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stacey_yy2
𝖘 °❀⋆.ೃ࿔* :
finally someone spoke up abt this i had this happen to me TOP MOST DRAINING THINGS
2026-08-19 23:27:41
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jojetighi0000
jojetighi :
I didn't love her but she was my bsf, she lived after that but I'm dying inside and she doesn't know me anymore after 7 years....
2026-09-27 15:21:55
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kiss.mya.ss_09
️ :
Regardless of what you’re going through you should never put someone else in that position knowing they can’t do anything to stop it, especially with how young you were. You deserve all the love in the world beautiful and I hope you can experience that properly
2026-08-19 05:14:43
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queen_y2k01
❥ ּ֯ ┆꒰ daniella .ᐟ ꒱ :
I remembered that but I was 11 at that time. Everyone fights their own battles (He never loved me back btw and I love him deeply)
2026-09-27 14:15:41
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ghannybro
George :
i hope you’re doing better up there ellie.
2026-09-27 02:05:25
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megaultra_alphawolf
($) ___ ($) :
But it was a really good friend of mine but it was draining me. I hope she is doing good tho
2026-09-26 14:34:04
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sarahwarma
𝓼𝓪𝓻𝓪𝓱 :
this. but she was my bsf and we are both girls, she had a bf and i was inlove w her, i couldnt imagine the thought of losing her until she js went.
2026-09-11 09:43:29
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pl.peyy
peyton :
U deserve everything and he deserves NOTHING
2026-08-19 05:28:58
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.nataliargueta
.nataliargueta :
I remember being able to come up with long paragraphs, staying up for hours to keep people alive, reminding people why they matter.i was 12 years old. I can’t write paragraphs anymore.
2026-09-23 15:59:28
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ryleeeee_corrigan
✧༺ 𝓡𝔂𝓵𝓮𝓮🫪💗 :
fr except it was my older brother
2026-09-16 22:55:06
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joshualabrie0
JoshLab. :
Except it was a 28 year old near homeless man and I was 11
2026-08-19 15:43:40
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madilwilson2
Madi💋 :
I’ve never lost myself so bad I saved his life but lost mine in the process
2026-09-22 17:10:28
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love.is.love2144
Lemons 🍋🫧 :
oh wait so this is a cannon event at that age? Currently that age and I have 8 people I know who are suicidal, and around 4 of them that I have continuously begged to stay.
2026-09-16 23:29:51
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julies..diary
Julie⭐️ :
And then i failed and she attempted and i thought she was dead for 4 months. Really fked me up. I was never the same after that. Still love her though
2026-09-21 19:27:45
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