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my grandpa was sick. i knew he didn’t have much time left. that day, he couldn’t even sit up. i was in.. denial. after i helped him sit up, i ran away. i went to my bedroom. i was so scared that i might lose him. silly me went to sleep hoping that by the time i woke up, everything will be better again. but instead i woke up to the news that he was dead. and grandma said he was calling my name.. but i wasn’t there by his side. i should’ve stay. even after i touched his cold dead body, i was still in denial. hoping that he had just fainted. i miss him. so much.
2026-08-20 04:49:38
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Crystalll 🍀 :
I saw my dad until his last breath infront of me😭😭😭 #ImissyouDad
2026-08-20 05:53:16
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mamaliq 🦋 :
grieve is weird. for the first few days you look good. After a few years you will cry a lot. you will miss them on every little thing you see, you smell, you feel.
2026-08-20 02:10:39
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ayam goyeng :
when my Tok Ayah passed away, i was the one who witnessed his final breath, guided him to recite the shahadah even though he was no longer responding, and watched his ICU monitor turn to straight line. what hurts most is that the day before he passed, he seemed completely fine, even eating three extra servings of rice.
2026-08-20 05:27:58
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Izzati :
I didnt kiss him byebye, I couldn't hug him. my mind went totally numb when the news of him passed away reached me. I actively reject the fact he already gone. the next day, I couldn't even look at him without crying. I cried the loudest in the room before they buried him. but I couldn't even go closer to see him for the last time. I refuse to admit he is dead. I regret it for my whole life for not be with him before they take him away. I miss my grandpapa...
2026-08-20 06:57:55
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lia :
I couldn’t even kiss my dad goodbye when he died because I was on my way on the airplane. I only got to see him at his grave the next morning. So don’t tell me how to grieve
2026-08-19 12:50:41
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nursiput♡ :
I couldn't. I was miles away from home. Maybe God knows I couldn't handle watching them bury her 6ft under so he took her away while I was far from home. till this day I still cried over the fact I didn't get the chance to hold her one last time. I still can't believe she's no longer here, my mind refuses to accept the fact because I'm still convinced she's alive
2026-08-19 13:43:58
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Koara_chan🐨 :
yes, my grandma...Im with her till her last breath ...I can't even cry tht day, and I finally cried after years missing my grandparents
2026-08-20 04:09:45
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izyan 🧸ྀི :
i never have the gut to kiss them as my final goodbye because it hurts so bad.
2026-08-19 13:38:27
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q1s :
pernah, cium atok saya, masa mula ii dgr dia dh tkdk tu mcm tktau nk ckp mcm mn dia mcm tkdk perasaan time tu, tpi masa dpt cium atok tu, sedih dia tkyah ckp la mmg sedih gila saya nangis teresak ii time tu, sebab setiap kali blik kg ja mesti dia ckp “kakak mengaji rajin ii tau sampai dpt qeja dlm office” alhamdulillah kakak dh nk habis degree dh atok, cucu atok yg atok pernah datang ambil time habis sek rendah ni dh besar dh, ingt nak sarong jubah dkt atok tpi atok dh tk ada, sampai skrg kalau gi kubur atok ja mesti rasa sebak nk nangis, al-fatihah to atok saya ❤️
2026-08-19 16:21:46
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cenaaa :
, aku ingat ayah aku takkan mati, sbb dia sakit sekali sekala, kereta dia bawak laju, asyik potong org, dia boleh naik motor lama, dri Selangor sampai Kedah sorang" , boleh gi mis bantuan banjir kt perlis sampai seminggu, dh kata nk balik sabtu, sbb ahad aku convo.
2026-08-20 07:45:18
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Aarraalla :
Yes, I did. Arwah ayah meninggal exactly 5:45am. I duduk sebelah ayah, sebelah tangan pegang dada ayah untuk rasa degupan jantung. Sebelah tangan pegang kepala ayah. Telinga I dekat bahagian mulut ayah. Yes I rasa nafas terakhir ayah. I rasa dada ayah naik untuk nafas terakhir dan hilang. I witnessed everything. I remembered everything. I felt everything. No one gets to tell me to move on, no one because I was there. Exactly there.
2026-08-19 22:24:19
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moon :
i have n the pain like hell…
2026-08-19 15:11:11
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ssyazwanrmlii :
arwah mak saya meninggal depan mata🥰
2026-08-20 02:52:46
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ainnnnnnnnnnn :
Two weeks have passed, and I’m back to my normal days, yet somehow, they don’t feel as complete anymore.
2026-08-19 13:41:59
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ames :
The only photo we have together and I’ll treasure it forever. I’ll always miss you, Angah. 🤍
2026-08-19 17:59:19
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nunuyuyububut :
i have, 4 times in my life and all of them were the one who raise and show me what love is
2026-08-19 12:12:05
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_.aayyu :
I don’t but i pernah menunggu jasad abang i timbul dari arus sungai yang deras almost 4 jam hilang :) bila mayat dh jumpa , i yang ada dekat tepi dari tengah malam hingga ke tengah hari😁. I baca yassin tanpa henti, i terlelap tepi jenazah, I touch him every minute sbb tak percaya it’s him. But saat terakhir saat dia dimandikan, dikafankan dan dikebumikan i tak dpt buat semua tuu💔 i tak sempat pun cium dia untuk yg terakhir kali . It’s hurts me so much
2026-08-20 04:24:21
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Mouyu :
Took care of my grandfather 2 days before then I must head back to Kelantan for college final prep. Then around 1:06am I received that gramps had passed away. By the morning when I arrived to Trg using grab, he was property buried. I was too late. Too far. The only thing I clung is his last pillow he slept on.
2026-08-20 05:15:53
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tangerinevole :
Ive kissed the forehead of two of my mothers. Adopted and biological. Ive watched the last moment my aunt took her last breath on the hospital bed and saying goodbye to my biological dad knowing he passed before i get to fly back home to him. Didnt even make it. Came back to work just to know my boss asked to go for business trips a day after ive arrived home. I have yet to process my grievings properly. People took me as a goer cuz i dont express them. For these people its all "whats past is past, move on". Now im basically having flashbacks of memories about them even when just taking a rest or simply do nothing, my tears would just come out and the worst feeling was having those heavy lumps in your throat but no channel to release it. Im forever grieving in silence but still moving around on autopilot till this day.
2026-08-20 04:50:27
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sab :
i couldn’t see my brother in law when he was going to to get buried, bcs i had to attend my spm examination (it was maths too) i could only visit his grave after.. till this day i don’t think i’ve gotten the closure i needed bcs it’s very hard for me to ziarah kubur dia… SubhanAllah i miss him very much
2026-08-20 04:43:46
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💎🐯 :
pernah, tpi masa tu masih umur 5 tahun, cium macam biasa sbb smua suruh, tgok org nangis, kalau dh paham wktu tu rasa nak peluk Lama2🙂
2026-08-19 23:47:45
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noooala :
I have! Both of my parents within a year. It’s true that everyone struggles differently but it’s always different when it comes to this kind of hardship. Sebab dah takda, tak boleh patah balik.
2026-08-19 13:40:21
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