cassie :
yes, even though I'm so full of doubts, I'm still hoping that someday, somewhere, they will also treat me how the way I treated them. maybe I'm just expecting too much na baka ma receive ko rin kung ano yung binibigay ko sa kanila. actually, more than enough pa nga iyon eh, sobra sobra pa nga yung binibigay ko. kahit wala ng matira para sa akin, okay lang. i chose them over myself, palagi ko silang cinoconsider, palagi ko silang pinipili. palagi kong inaassure na laging okay yung nafefeel nila towards me, palagi kong inuuna yung nararamdaman nila, but why? Why can't they do the same thing for me? bakit parang ang hirap sa akin? bakit parang ang hirap hirap pagdating sa akin? ganito nalang ba palagi? palagi nalang ba akong provider? but not being a reciever? it hurts, so much, twin.
2026-08-20 00:16:18