🫧Amelie🫧
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Mobbert :
As a kid, I was a bully. Genuinely like the type to be smashing kids into lockers for telling me i was a freak or just not doing what i say. ( ✨CPTSD in a toxic environment ✨) and I thought that was how I needed to act to be safe myself. Feel in control and not let others even think of trying to challenge me cause I was genuinely a mess as home. I dreaded going home. But even at home i would bully my siblings and even my parents. When i got older. I would hurt ppl just cause i could. And the adults so they would stop hurting me. But I would always go from calm, to throat punching and swinging ppl around roaring and biting ankles storming off to being completely fine again like we didnt just brawl. Theres so many layers man but I have spend years healing myself but that CPTSD will NEVER be gone. But controlling that rage without a professional now has me in a constant state of dissociation and I can no longer feel most emotions on almost everyday
2026-08-20 11:44:51
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Devan :
I was diagnosed with CPTSD and...My parents should have realized something was wrong when i yelled at my band director for making us stay 5 extra mins for marching band. I never had anything after marching and i called that man my dad...like that was my dad in hs basically.
2026-08-20 02:43:43
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a-aron🧟‼️ :
when people would purposely trigger my ptsd cause they thought it was funny so i would react extremely violently and then get further abused at home because of it causing me to become more traumatized, angry, and violent :D
2026-08-20 16:32:44
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©️ :
was 14-16 for me, i was so angry at everything and everyone
2026-08-20 12:51:53
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frogonalog1739 :
Oh that’s what that is😬
2026-08-20 02:06:43
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peggypieinthesky :
my honors English teacher, I literally requested out of his class bc he was wrestling coach and all that and seemed to have favorites. well instead they cornered me with him and a counselor asking why I wanted to switch. I GAVE IT TO EM. why would I care about a class where he only engaged with wrestlers and cheerleaders. He actually became a better teacher and still keeps one of my essays on catcher in the rye to use as an example of a perfect essay. but damn did I have to unleash a tirade of 'bad home life' on this MF before he saw the light.
2026-08-20 11:44:02
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Leanna :
When I did 4th grade, a second time? And genuinely LOST my shit. FR. I didn’t even mean to, AT ALL. Had constant meltdowns, screaming, hitting, and kicking at the teachers who were just trying to help and understand me- when they were dealing with a whole 10 year old, (ME at the time) who didn’t know why she was the way she was, either. I’d go back to school and apologize, to every one of my friends, since they had to be removed from the classroom (it was THAT BAD with me) and I’d let them know how sorry I was, for letting them see me like that. (I wasn’t told to apologize. I felt it was correct of me to do.) During middle school, in the 8th grade? I had a teacher who HATED TF out of me. It was SCARY. The amount of punishments I had from her? WAS INSANE. (Argued a ton with her, too. I feel, it was a racism thing with her. There’s no way it wasn’t. Like- it was TERRIFYING.) In high school? Yes, there were VERY FEW teachers I trusted, who I’d chill around cause I think they saw how I was- so they understood. Yes, I got in trouble by them too? But they were nice about it and made me understand consequences happen. So I was cool with them. However, there were TONS of teachers I hated and could NOT stand, because THEY never cared to leave me TF alone, whenever I needed space. FR. Cause why are you following my ass, when I JUST SAID you’re gonna probably get hit and/or kicked?! That should’ve told you enough, to let me be. I never went after them physically. But I was yeller and a screamer, OFTEN. Which was also BAD. (though, I was on tons of anti depressants and anti psychotics that did the opposite of helping me, because I had autism the entire fcking time. Soooo……)
2026-08-21 01:05:50
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A_Thing :
oh so that's what that was
2026-08-20 09:29:26
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alleyoopit :
I was the wild card. Everyone knew me as “the principals nice daughter” cause I had a good reputation… until senior year. We were doing our cross town play and the theater is next to the hallway where all the football boys use to get ready (locker room not big enough for them all). 2 of my girls come into the choir room we’re using as backstage crying they’re eyes out. All I hear is that the football boys said something and I’m gone. I saw red as I clicked my way out into the hall in a wig cap, full makeup, stilettos, and a black lace dress before I dug into the coach. Was being pulled back as I screamed at this coach to keep his boys in line and that this was unacceptable. Never heard anything of it until a couple months later when my theater teacher tells me he got an email from that coach apologizing for his boys and saying he made them run for that entire 2 weeks we had the play😁😁😁 the anger comes in useful.
2026-08-20 16:16:48
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antwet 🎀 :
I had a “yelling phase” in school a few months to two years after it happened (never got in trouble for it since it was a small school and I was “the good kid) and all I remember is yelling as loudly as I could at my classmates and then they would laugh at me
2026-08-21 01:01:52
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Iko||🐑🐺 :
I still hold immense anger for my teachers from 1st to 5th grade because non of them upheld their mandated report status, I was so clearly fucked up and they just ziptied my desks and got mad at me for it
2026-08-20 23:46:21
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🦋 :
Bro I got kicked out of anger management for almost fighting this girl that kept fckin with me 😭😭
2026-08-20 14:04:54
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chrysanthabbg :
nobody saw anything weird about a child looking forward to mondays more than weekends
2026-08-20 13:48:41
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m :
ohh. honestly this explains most of my teen years.
2026-08-20 21:58:41
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fendimartin355 :
elementary school me was banned from every activity and escorted around by the principal herself to every class (she knew my mom)
2026-08-20 04:44:17
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JANELLE Z👸🏼 :
yeah ur not alone no one gets it cptsd is so hard
2026-08-20 15:43:33
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Space High :
when I was younger I had an IEP for ADHD (turns out I have seizures but that's a story for another time) and they sent me to a smaller classroom so it was easier to pay attention(or if I needed the teacher would repeat it or give extra help) and there was this kid that got so mad he threw his desk I don't remember WHY but it was genuinely terrifying for my child brain. I hope he's okay now
2026-08-20 19:17:15
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🍎APPLEJACK🍏 :
I ripped out a damn chunk of my hair and instead of sending me to the counselor the idiot teacher made me go to the water fountain and "cool off"
2026-08-20 14:59:39
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Spring got Sprung 🐦⬛🌻☕🌌🌈 :
This phase got me 6 months probation. I was in FOURTH GRADE.
2026-08-20 03:31:29
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Sirjaiden :
Oh great. Another symptom I have. Fml
2026-08-20 14:14:39
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Axl :
Ahhhhh that makes a lot sense
2026-08-20 02:32:07
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Kriss :
Wait……..wait….
2026-08-20 02:23:53
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bray 🤍 :
yup. i genuinely fucking hated my teachers when they criticized me
2026-08-20 19:22:07
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͓̽B͓͓̽̽e͓̽a͓͓̽̽r͓̽ :
I figured out how to tell my social work that being in school made me feel physically violent without getting put in the looney house AND got pulled from in person school and sent to college for free my last year of highschool
2026-08-20 14:31:55
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🌈🎀Dog👑🐾 :
I'm hitting the rage phase of my CPTSD at age 21 and I've never felt so angry in my life.
2026-08-20 21:44:23
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