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eyyshork ౨ৎ | ante maloi :

mahal kita to the point that sometimes i choose to ignore the pain even when it's already hurting me deeply, because losing you feels heavier than anything i'm going through. i know you don't want me to drain myself for you, i know you've said that before, but i can't help it because this is how much i love you. when you love someone this deeply, you tend to give more than you should, even when it starts to hurt, even when it slowly takes pieces of you away. i'm willing to sacrifice everything for you, even if it hurts, even if it becomes too much, even if there are days when i feel like i'm slowly losing parts of myself, as long as you're happy and you feel that someone is still choosing to stay with you no matter what. i don't want to be a burden to you, that's why most of the time i choose to keep everything to myself even when what i'm feeling is already too heavy. i'm scared that if i open up too much, it might push you away or turn into another misunderstanding, and i don't want that. so i stay quiet, not because i don't feel anything, but because i'm trying to protect what we have. i love you so much, and with you, i felt things i never thought i would ever feel in my life, a kind of love that was so pure, so deep, and so real that it changed me completely. but at the same time, you're also the person who made me feel a kind of pain i never imagined i would go through, and that kind of pain hits differently because it came from the same person who once made me feel so safe and loved. i just hope that when you're having a hard time, you would still look at me the way you used to, the way you used to see me before, like i still matter, like i'm still someone you choose even when things aren't easy. i'm not asking for everything to go back to how it was before, i just want to feel your love again, even in the smallest ways, even just a little, even if it's not the same as before, just enough to remind me that what we have is still real. and please don't ever think that i stayed because i had no choice, because that's not true. i'm staying because i'm sure about you.

buffglued :

Gosh, it hurts me so much to see her happy posting her new guy. But I'm so freaking happy that she finally found someone that can be brave for her. I'm so sorry for not being able to say what I really feel. I'll wait for u even if it means I'll still lose. If u won't come back please unfriend me from all platforms, I can't bear seeing her in your stories.

Graeee :

to my avoidant baby, I won’t beg this time. Not because I stopped caring, but because I’m starting to understand that love shouldn’t feel like I have to keep proving I’m worth staying for. I see you. Even in your silence. I notice how you disappear when things get overwhelming, how you choose distance over confrontation. And I’ve tried, I really did, to meet you where you are without losing myself in the process. But loving you quietly has been the loudest pain I’ve ever felt. I kept telling myself na “intindihin mo s’ya, gan’to lang talaga siya” while slowly, ako naman yung nauubos. I stayed patient, I stayed soft, even when I felt ignored, even when I felt like I was the only one holding on. And maybe you’ll never fully realize how much I chose you in moments where it would’ve been easier to walk away. I don’t hate you. I don’t blame you. But I’m finally accepting that I can’t be the only one fighting for something that’s supposed to be ours. If you ever come across this, I hope you understand that I didn’t leave because I stopped loving you. I stepped back because I had to start choosing myself too. And if one day you learn how to stay, I hope you remember someone once loved you this gently, this patiently, this real. But for now, I’m letting go of the version of you that only exists when it’s convenient. Still soft, just not losing myself anymore.

ᜇᜉᜆ᜔-ᜑᜉᜓᜈ᜔ :

unbothered so I'd never repost this

Ab :

can’t repost, kailangan matured and unbothered ako e

yancmoveon :

explanation ng joke saan?😆

erin :

keep it gangsta mga bro

kenzzyyyy :

mahal kita to the point that sometimes i choose to ignore the pain even when it’s already hurting me deeply, because losing you feels heavier than anything i’m going through. i know you don’t want me to drain myself for you, i know you’ve said that before, but i can’t help it because this is how much i love you. when you love someone this deeply, you tend to give more than you should, even when it starts to hurt, even when it slowly takes pieces of you away. i’m willing to sacrifice everything for you, even if it hurts, even if it becomes too much, even if there are days when i feel like i’m slowly losing parts of myself, as long as you’re happy and you feel that someone is still choosing to stay with you no matter what. i don’t want to be a burden to you, that’s why most of the time i choose to keep everything to myself even when what i’m feeling is already too heavy. i’m scared that if i open up too much, it might push you away or turn into another misunderstanding, and i don’t want that. so i stay quiet, not because i don’t feel anything, but because i’m trying to protect what we have. i love you so much, and with you, i felt things i never thought i would ever feel in my life, a kind of love that was so pure, so deep, and so real that it changed me completely. but at the same time, you’re also the person who made me feel a kind of pain i never imagined i would go through, and that kind of pain hits differently bcs it came from the same person who once made me feel so safe and loved. i just hope that when you’re having a hard time, you would still look at me the way you used to, the way you used to see me before, like i still matter, like i’m still someone you choose even when things aren’t easy. im not asking for everything to go back to how it was before, i js want to feel your love again, even in the smallest ways, even just a little, even if it’s not the same as before, just enough to remind me that what we have is still real. and please don’t ever think that i stayed because i had no choice, cz that’s not true. i’m staying because i’m sure about you.

sam :

Tama na tulog na

shay 🪷 :

Pero, boi minahal ko kasi ’yon kesa sa sarili ko. And, nung wala na kami ’di ko na alam gagawin ko non, lagi ako nag ye-yearn sakaniya, ta’s I stalked him sa other acc ko. Ayun, may new na pala s’ya, tapos ’yon pa ’yung lagi niyang sinasabi sa’kin na friends lang daw sila, even tho halata naman talaga. Wala lang ako non pero sobrang sakit na talaga, until ’di ko na kaya. So, nakipag-break ako, pero ako parin ’yung ’di maka-usad wahaahahah

jude :

hindi ko ma repost 😶‍🌫️

brinit 𖣂︎ :

mahal na mahal kita baby eh, pero ang gusto ko lang naman hindi ko maramdaman na kalaban mo ako pag nagsasabi ako ng nararamdaman ko. sa totoo lang inakala kong alam mo akong pakakalmahin, kaya ganon ako sa tuwing away natin. kaso nadadamay ka lang sa emosyon ko, kaya lumalala lang lalo. sana once naman maintindihan mo ako at mapagaan mo na loob ko. sa totoo lang—pag nagsasabi ako ng nararamdaman ko, iniisip ko baka gagaan, kaso kung pano mo ayusin parang bumibigat at lumalabag sa loob ko. to the point na ayoko na talaga mag sabi, nag kaka doubts ako kung magsasabi pa ba ako kasi ayoko nang may hindi pagkakaintindihan ang bawat isa satin hahahahah. sa totoo lang, ang hirap na. oo, hindi mo pa napapagaan yung nararamdaman ko dahil sa mga past na nagawa mo. pero ayoko nang ituloy yung away kaya iniinvalidate ko na sarili kong nararamdaman, para matigil na yung away haha. kaya bawat ganon, lumalalim yung tusok sa puso ko. pero pag sinabi ko naman na hindi pa ako okay, hindi mo naman masasabi yung mga gusto kong marinig. at na p-pressure ka. pano to? mapapagaan pa rin ba pag sinabi kung ganon? pag ganon din naman sinasabi mo, ako lang din sa huli yung nagpapakalma sa nararamdaman mo. hanggang sa tinatanong ko na kung, kailan naman yung akin? hahahhahahahah gusto ko lang naman mapagaan na to lahat kundi maiipon to, mawawalan na ako ng gana : ) hindi naman tayo ganto dati baby e hahahahaha

gela :

Ionnex :

at least she's happy

yearner ultra mega pro max :

time out ref, iniwan ‘ko pa kasi, tapos nung nagkabago, dun ako nagsisi, haha.

secrtacc_ :

hi , I know you still love me, but can you stop bothering me napo? ikaw talaga, sabi mo naka move on kana? pero tingnan mo hinahanap mo paden yung presence ko, yung boses ko, & yes we didn't end in good term but thanks for those years we shared together, this is not a goodbye, this is a thank you, thank you for the time we spent together. until we meet again, my greatest love. My last message is always pray to god, hindi man madali pero makakaya mo yan, always take care yourself baby. hindi napo ako babalik kasi first of all hindi naman kita kilala, nakita kolang content mo kaya nag comment ako.

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Hi bih, kunwari unbothered ako na hindi tayo nag-uusap, pero damn, I miss you every single freaking time. Hahahaha. I saw your repost po saying that you’re slowly moving forward na, kahit na hindi naman tayo naging official, and it hurts po. :( Idk hahaha, maybe I’m expecting too much from the two of us. Yeah, nag-confess tayo sa isa’t isa, but after that night when we confessed our feelings to each other, we never ever mentioned it again. Oo, nag-uusap tayo, pero hindi natin na-clear kung ano ba talaga tayo, and it actually makes me feel so dumb. You’re so confusing po. I do actually like you po. Gusto ko lagyan ng label kasi damn hahaha nakakabaliw mag-overthink at magselos nang walang karapatan. Pero I’m not ready for that kind of thing yet. Idk, I don’t wanna lose you, but I’m scared po kasi na pumasok sa relationship na ’yan.

harvs._d :