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pernah, i first sem. dia last sem. kitorang kenal since persatuan jabatan. tp jadi rapat since program bonding. makin lama makin rapat, call, text, update, jumpa. sampai la one day, i decided to make a move. jujur, i takpernah buat first move, takpernah confess dulu kat orang. this is my first. dalam call tu, i confessed to him. yes, he accepted me. then, we're finally in a relationship... just for a while. sbb? dia tiba ii berubah, like 100% change. takde gaduh, takde salah faham. takde apa. i tanya, dia kata dia okay, cuma penat kerja part time, study lagi, project lagi. jadinya i faham. makin lama, text kitorang makin pendek, makin dry, makin tak ada. i menangis tiap malam, masatu dah nak final dah, i tengah study pun i still boleh menangis. habis final, i mengadu semua kat parents i. menangis ii i mengadu kat dorang. dorang tak expect i akan menangis sebab lelaki. bcs i never. like i said, this is my first. my parents decided to bring me to holiday, tiba ii, dia call i. 2 times... 3 times... i sengaja tak angkat. then he texted me, kat semua socmed. i sengaja tak reply. dalam kereta i tengah drive pun i still termenung fikir. my mom dapat tahu masa kitorang tengah sarapan, she wants me to block him dekat semua socmed yang ada. i did. infront of her eyes. the plot twist, he actually had a girlfriend for 4 years. never broke up. i ask his gf myself. how did i know? i jumpa this one account yang agak... pelik? decided to stalk her and tada ! she exposed him! then i dmed her, to confirm something. and yes, she is his girlfriend for 4 years... so siapa i? am i the orang ketiga in the relationship? now, im afraid to get to know people dah. told my parents to just cari jodoh for me bcs im tired already :))
2026-08-22 14:49:50