foxisrh :
I don't know, a long time ago I stopped looking forward to my birthday with excitement. By the time that date came around, it was most likely that my mother's side of the family, who are the ones who mostly attend birthday parties, had already gotten into an argument or distanced themselves from each other over something so absurd, and they would reconcile days or weeks after my birthday. They also never gave me anything that great compared to my siblings. It's not like I demanded much either, because over time I realized how poor we were, but it's funny, even now my father earns less money and my siblings don't spend much time at home anymore, and it seems like we're still just as poor. Also, the few things I would ask for were almost never given to me, nor did we even go to places that weren't expensive at all that I liked going to. I didn't even have many friends in elementary school, and the few times other kids came to my birthday were because they were friends of my mom; they weren't even my friends, and that made me feel somewhat uncomfortable because some of them showed their discomfort from the very beginning and avoided every attempt I made to try to play with them. I remember that only at one birthday did some friends who were actually my friends attend, but that was also in elementary school. Lately, these last 4 birthdays, not wanting to sound exaggerated, I've spent them either crying or simply attending school normally, and it's not because I want to sound demanding. In fact, I almost cried the first time my friends celebrated my birthday at school, but they only bought me a little cake at the beginning of the day and forgot about me for the rest of the day. The birthday after that one (I mean last year), my friends didn't even do anything for me because they also separated due to some pretty absurd problems, and my parents didn't even let me skip school. My next birthday is in a few months, and at least now I feel like I'll be able to celebrate it with at least two of my friends....
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Although 10 femboys wouldn't be too bad either
2026-08-24 02:54:54