it was better than with a man for some reasons. we were both girls. so the people around us didn't really look at us when we're together. we could hold hands get all clingy and sweet. say whatever we want .it felt easier cause like we aren't it gonna judged cause no one is gonna think we are dating they just think we are really close friends. the hard part is about trying to accept it. as a girl raised in a very religious Muslim family. it was hell. I tried hard to stop myself from loving her but I couldn't. I try to accept it. she did too. and tried to tell her parents about it. her parents yelled st her and told her that's a shame. and this is not allowed and Haram and she'd be going to hell cause of that. they traveled to another country far away from mine. forcing her to stay away from me.
she was forbidden to talk to me. she had to block me in every way possible. she texted me once from her friend's phone and then never again. probably her mom found out. she went through so much cause of me. more than me ALOT more actually. I feel so bad for her that she had to go through all of that just because she loves me.
it was hell . when I knew that she's going to travel. when she told me. she told me she sneaked out of her house to see me for the last time.
I wanted to cry in her arms so bad but I couldn't. cause I didn't want to make her feel even more worse.
she thought her family will accept her. but poor her they didn't. and I kinda ruined her relationship with her family.
I'm so sorry for her. I hope she's doing okay now . and I hope she forgot about me (it's been seven years)
2026-09-15 20:17:58
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sky_angel.777 :
I love her soooooo damn much. I can never love a man like the way I love her, but because of religious reasons we couldn't be together, and she said she moved on, but I haven't 😩 it breaks my heart seeing her with someone else 💔 ( she was my bsf )
2026-09-16 13:22:26
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Exo's last brain cell :
loving a man is painful but loving a woman and ending up getting hurt is Hell
2026-09-15 10:50:47
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Seamanna🐿️💙 :
all the girls I ever liked ended up with each other or someone whose not me
2026-09-16 03:33:20
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Nife💕💕 :
The best feeling but the hurt is crazy. It’s like you can’t literally breathe. A man can NEVER compare.
2026-09-16 19:28:06
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♪·¯·♫¸¸ᵖˡˢ 𝓐𝓻𝓲¸¸♫·¯·♪ :
pray for me because my ex and the girl i love with my whole heart started dating and i don't think they'll break up any time soon...if anyone is good at therapy please dm cause i need someone to talk to
2026-09-15 10:52:06
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🌹❣️ :
being bi and a Muslim is the most hardest thing especially if my parents find out..I had a gf but we had to go separate ways
2026-09-15 12:25:23
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Bee 🐝 :
If you ever know the pain of loving a straight woman for 3 years and still doing
2026-09-15 15:30:52
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itsswaadhere :
especially when you have attachment issues, this hits different
2026-09-15 18:39:10
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shayn :
just know i'm here
2026-09-16 00:52:34
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Jamie 💛 :
But then you find them
2026-09-15 21:54:24
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Linori (*≧∀≦*) :
مره ابي اعرف ليه تكون اصعب بكثير من الستريت
2026-09-15 15:16:03
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تُ. :
شي مايقدر يوصفو عقل بشري
2026-09-15 04:13:27
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Hk :
اصعب شي والله الله يهدينا
2026-09-15 16:29:50
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Venus ✨ :
And she was straight
2026-09-16 12:24:27
8
𝓜. :
how funny it is, the way she was so sweet to me and caring, even get mad if i say bad words, and ended up dumping me on a random night, for me to find out she and her ex get back together😂🤣😂🤣
2026-09-15 14:36:28
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M. :
so hard because of sin and my family can't accept me because I'm bi and i like girls :(
2026-09-13 06:03:28
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/ :
انا حتى ما دخلت علاقة وياها مجرد مشاعر واتجننت،ههه☹️
2026-09-15 18:01:52
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CB97 🐺 :
I am Muslim and bi and having a crush on my friend for 2 years 😭
2026-09-15 19:21:52
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