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with my first and the most f..g toxic bf ever (who was a chronic liar, narcoman and cheater) i was trying to be the best version of myself but whatever i did my cheeks were all covered with masive acne to the point my face was whole red tomato, I had stress issues, i had eating issues to the point of not eating for whole week. After I found out he was on drug every single day of our relationship (i found out when i woke up in the middle of the night and he was... eating so so much tabs looking at me like a true psychopath, was scared so much) then i broke up with him. Month later my face was clear, only scars was left. My body was getting healthy, i was eating again, normal. I felt hunger for the first time and i had several ptsd but my body NEVER been better. Now 3 years later im in my second relationship with the man who makes me grow stronger, healthier, i feel the most pretty with him, no make up on, i can smile and laugh so so much, we had our 2th year anniversary week ago. Its going perfect even when its not perfect. Its going perfect into disperfection and i love it. I love pur love, love him, we respect each other and we re first of all best friends, then partners and to both of us the biggest support one could have. And My body? Never had this clean face before. Never. And my head? Never was so chill and full of trust and love before. So yeah. When THE love find you, you will know.
2026-08-26 12:25:03