@itsmariactually: I was the girl who wasn’t even supposed to still be alive. I’ve had doctors tell me countless times they have no idea how I’m still alive. I was the girl who shouldn’t seen another day, and now the girl who I thought would never get better, is trying. 5 WEEKS SOBER FROM K 🐴. I have been that person who’s unintentionally hurt people because I’m operating from that hurt, unhealed place and I just don’t think it’s fair anymore. If I can put the work in to be a better me and work on myself, I want to be around those who are in a similar place. That unhealed, hurt place will have you BUGGING. It’s not cute and as an adult, it is our responsibility to work through that. The more time that goes on, the more I realise, the more time I’m sober I realise what I do want, how others make me feel & I make better choices for myself. It’s not easy but it IS my responsibility to heal. If you’re not actively working on yourself, with love - leave me alone… I have fought like hell these past 2 weeks out of a depression and a dark hole, I’ve lived through attempts and FOUGHT with everything in me to just be at peace again. I almost thought I wasn’t going to make it, so excuse me If I wanna protect my energy. #addiction #HealingJourney #sobriety #MentalHealth #fyp

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herfawns
herfawns :
So so proud of you stranger! If you ever need motivation come back to this comment section and know that you are enough and you got this! Stay strong <3
2026-08-21 20:23:24
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amelia.greener21
Amelia Jay🪷 :
It’s a hard one! It hurts to loose people but it’s better to know your on a better path without. Keep it up girl. So fucking proud of you🫶🏼
2026-08-21 21:31:56
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black.star850
blackztar :
Your on the right track before you know it months would have passed.... Stay strong
2026-08-21 23:03:03
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teeshatalksx
Teeshatalks | Authentic living :
You are doing great & I think the more you steer clear from the people who are not choosing to heal, the better you will feel. In the moment it will allow you to feel seen. but keep pouring into yourself to become the version of yourself you aspire to be♥️♥️♥️♥️
2026-08-22 01:11:31
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nonyabuisness🦋🩵. :
You should be so proud of your self girl ❤️
2026-08-21 21:21:08
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BEKAH :
5 weeks!!! So proud of you💛
2026-08-21 20:20:48
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mrherriman :
2026-08-23 23:27:08
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Jessie Jay💜🌺 :
💜💜💜💜
2026-08-21 22:34:09
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Annabelle :
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2026-08-21 20:09:28
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Old Skool Raver :
👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾
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