@rhize.is.listening: yun oh#foryoupage #fyppppppppppppppppppppppp #xybca #mlbb #viral

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Emotionally avoidant siya. He left me 2 days ago. He said “let’s break up” kasi sinabi ko sa kanya na nasasaktan ako, then he blocked me here sa TikTok, MLBB, and deactivated his IG. It’s my fault din kasi I should’ve been more understanding. His replies were cold and he said he wanted to rest first. Then I saw him online sa FB, so I was sulking. I chatted him about it and left a message, then I deactivated my IG. He messaged me here saying he was stressed and needed to be alone, then that’s it. Because I was hurt, his option was to stay away from me—to break up with me.

p :

mahal kita to the point that sometimes i choose to ignore the pain even when it’s already hurting me deeply, because losing you feels heavier than anything i’m going through. i know you don’t want me to drain myself for you, i know you’ve said that before, but i can’t help it because this is how much i love you. when you love someone this deeply, you tend to give more than you should, even when it starts to hurt, even when it slowly takes pieces of you away. i’m willing to sacrifice everything for you, even if it hurts, even if it becomes too much, even if there are days when i feel like i’m slowly losing parts of myself, as long as you’re happy and you feel that someone is still choosing to stay with you no matter what. i don’t want to be a burden to you, that’s why most of the time i choose to keep everything to myself even when what i’m feeling is already too heavy. i’m scared that if i open up too much, it might push you away or turn into another misunderstanding, and i don’t want that. so i stay quiet, not because i don’t feel anything, but because i’m trying to protect what we have. i love you so much, and with you, i felt things i never thought i would ever feel in my life, a kind of love that was so pure, so deep, and so real that it changed me completely. but at the same time, you’re also the person who made me feel a kind of pain i never imagined i would go through, and that kind of pain hits differently because it came from the same person who once made me feel so safe and loved. i just hope that when you’re having a hard time, you would still look at me the way you used to, the way you used to see me before, like i still matter, like i’m still someone you choose even when things aren’t easy. i’m not asking for everything to go back to how it was before, i just want to feel your love again, even in the smallest ways, even just a little, even if it’s not the same as before, just enough to remind me that what we have is still real. and please don’t ever think that i stayed because i had no choice, because that’s not true. i’m staying because i’m sure about you.

ur_kairus :

to my avoidant baby, I won't beg this time. Not because I stopped caring, but because I'm starting to understand that love shouldn't feel like i have to keep proving i'm worth staying for. I see you. Even in your silence. I notice how you disappear when things get overwhelming, how you choose distance over confrontation. And I've tried, I really did, to meet you where you are without losing myself in the process. But loving you quietly has been the loudest pain I've ever felt. I kept telling myself na "intindihin mo s'ya, ganto lang talaga siya" while slowly, ako naman yung nauubos. I stayed patient, I stayed soft, even when I felt ignored, even when I felt like I was the only one holding on. And maybe you'll never fully realize how much I chose you in moments where it would've been easier to walk away. I don't hate you. I don't blame you. But I'm finally accepting that I can't be the only one fighting for something that's supposed to be ours. If you ever come across this. I hope you understand that I didn't leave because I stopped loving you. I stepped back because I had to start choosing myself too. And if one day you learn how to stay. I hope you remember someone once loved you this gently, this patiently, this real. But for now, I'm letting go of the version of you that only exists when it's convenient. Still soft, just not losing myself anymore.

Hindi ako si Mike :

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yohanna_lee :

duo anyone

Jhaa :

ako na naging lalake sa rs, tas ako payung nag bebeg.

kate :

ambilat sa pakiramdam.

Kuurttv :

ako na iniwan nung wala ng mabigay ng pera☹️☹️

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no cheating just regrets

Cho_eyyy :

anyonee?,what's grind?

ASHLENG🐱 :

delete na ml nayan sa ml nag simula sa ml din pala matatapos, Ang masakit dun legal both side tapos iniwan

rei torreja :

ako na iniwan sa 21 birthday ko:(

SHARM :

nicss𝝑𝝔 :

sino na?

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hindi nga pabigat sa game ang bigat naman sa pakiramdam

gero_pacaldo :

avoidant attachments daw sya or may bago?

urgirl_riri :

Di na kami nag-uusap

negieee✌︎︎ :

kaya yan late game

stfu :

niloko ba naman nang anim na beses