@ryanthedeepend: Replying to @jessika_s Multi day benders. #addiction #recoverytok #recovery #healing #wellness

tomfisher554 :

hannah :

did you ever worry you were having a heart attack when you had the pain in chest, shoulder and arm?

ConnorCraig :

yeah day 2 and 3 are when you feel most wobbled and then you're able to talk and everyone else is as as fucked as you

riva :

really appreciate ur honesty currently trying to stop

George Darney :

How long before the end of your using did there stop being any social element to your using?

Michelle😗 :

You look so healthy and handsome now

Yan :

Looking back do you think there are any positives to take away from that period from your life apart from not going through that again? As in what did you learn about yourself in a good way?

petersurtenich :

Can’t sprint off the blocks to quickly it’s a marathon

rozzeron :

Day 3🥴 that's sad as f*ck and very grim

neon_miller :

Done so much you sobered up…. Until you face the outside world

Aoifegirl02 ❤️❤️ :

I hope people realise that you’re saying it was most enjoyable when you felt semi-normal again

Keetarah :

Even when I relapsed 5 months ago, I had two lines and thought ‘oh this is shit! My heart! My anxiety’ so I stopped. I needed to remember the reality of it. RIP the memory of that first line in 2000 lol

bobby charlton :

When you go to pubs now and spot people on coke do you look at them differently?

John Doe :

Wouldn’t you be scared of just dropping dead

james_ackrell :

The paranoia goes on day 2

🫥 :

Does talking about it all the time ever make you feel like you want to get geared again mate

Pla97 :

Would you ever get nosebleeds at all in public?

matty the dog musher #2 :

this was so me...id love day two and half