@sadking_4.o: Gusto mo?

Blue :

How do you grieve for a love that did not even exist? How do you let go of something that was never clearly yours to begin with? No labels, no promises, no clear beginning, and somehow no clear ending either, just feelings that grew in the spaces between conversations, in the pauses, in the late night thoughts, and in the little things that slowly started to mean far too much. It’s strange, isn’t it? To hurt this deeply over something that was never officially yours. When people ask what happened, you can’t even explain it properly, because what do you even say? That nothing happened, and somehow that nothing ruined you? That there was never an us, but you still found yourself grieving like there was? That’s the cruelest part about an unlabeled connection, there’s no breakup to point at, no final conversation, no ending anyone else can understand, just a quiet distance that slowly turns into silence. And still, it hurts like losing someone you loved with your whole heart. Maybe even more, because there was never any closure, never any certainty, only unanswered questions and the unbearable weight of what could have been. You keep telling yourself they were never yours, that there was never really an us, that you should move on because there was technically nothing to lose, but your heart doesn’t care about technicalities. It only remembers how they made you feel, how someone who never even knew they were becoming your whole world somehow became the hardest person to live without. So now you’re left grieving memories that were never officially memories, grieving a person who was never truly yours, grieving a love that had no name but somehow took up all the space inside your chest. And maybe that’s why it’s so hard to move on, because how do you heal from a wound no one can see? How do you bury something that never even got the chance to live, when it still feels painfully alive inside you? Maybe that’s the saddest kind of love, the kind that never got the chance to exist, but still left behind the deepest kind of pain.

kyy :

the timing is crazy

أنجيليكا :

okay. then?

Veyra :

Oo na uto uto na ako

❤️JOLIAN❤️ :

Buti na lang nag confess na Ako para Hindi na ako mag assume 😥

ysa.mj :

wag naman ganyan, sobrang sakit na oh.

kioquemorales :

Dito nalang

mystic.v 🧿🇹🇼🇵🇭 :

Kaya wag na kayo mag confess 😂

Tinolang Pato :

hindi kuya, hindi ayan yung gusto kong marinig

Obsidian Blade :

Kung sakaling dumating yung araw na hindi na kita hinahanap, huwag mong isipin na hindi na kita minahal.Sa totoo lang, baka sa sobrang pagmamahal ko sa’yo, natutunan ko na rin kung kailan ako dapat tumigil.Ang dami kong gustong sabihin sa’yo noon. Gusto kong itanong kung bakit bigla kang nagbago, kung saan ako nagkulang, at kung bakit parang ang dali para sa’yo na mawala habang ako, gabi-gabi, pilit inaayos ang sarili ko.Pero habang tumatagal, napagod na rin akong maghanap ng sagot sa taong ayaw nang magpaliwanag.Siguro hindi naman talaga ako kulang.Siguro hindi lang talaga ako yung taong gusto mong piliin hanggang dulo.At masakit man tanggapin, kailangan kong respetuhin ‘yon.Kaya kung dumating ang panahon na makita mong masaya na ako, sana huwag mong isipin na nakalimutan na kita.May mga taong hindi mo talaga nakakalimutan.Natututo ka lang mabuhay nang wala sila.Ikaw yung taong minsan kong ipinagdasal na sana makasama ko habang buhay.Ikaw yung taong pinangarap kong makasama sa mga araw na mahirap at sa mga araw na masaya.Kaya hindi ko pagsisisihan na minahal kita. Ang pagsisisihan ko lang ay yung mga panahong habang pinipili kita, nakakalimutan ko nang piliin ang sarili ko. Ngayon, hindi na ako galit.Hindi na rin ako naghihintay.At kahit may parte sa puso ko na umaasang sana iba ang naging ending natin, tatanggapin ko na hindi lahat ng taong mahal natin ay para makasama natin habambuhay. Baka kaya tayo pinagtagpo para malaman ko kung gaano kasarap magmahal…at kung gaano kasakit ang mawalan ng taong ayaw nang manatili.Kaya kung sakaling maalala mo ako balang araw, huwag mo nang isipin kung mahal pa rin kita. Ang tanong na lang siguro ay: Kung minahal mo rin ako noon…bakit hinayaan mong mawala ako?”

GodFXD🚀 :

L :

sakit mo boss, sige tulog nako

chin :

nag scroll lang na describe pa

XietXieritsit Alibangbang :

from 5 years ago HWHAHAAHA WALANGHIYA 😭🙏🏻 (tbh, umaasa parin ako until now, Kaso nakita ko tong post na toh, sige oo na, Ito na.. uusad na) also I was 13 that time Naman sorry na sa jeje typings 😔💔

operation alu :

Hindi nmn sa Ganon minahal ko nmn talaga sya eh Hindi nya lang maintindihan 😢

リン in JAPAN🇯🇵🇵🇭 :

naka mute kapo kuya.

gara28 :

arayyy sapol ... dream guy q kc un katangian nya ending ayun naiwan sa ere

drielle :

alam mo kuya na kakasakit kana