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then i crawl back and they accept me in yet you feel how they‘re not the same anymore. how you realise you‘re the one trying to keep the contact but not them, so you decide to let them go and leave them alone again. having to accept the consequences. i miss the memories, i miss how they used to be, i miss what could have been. i believe i will truly never find a friendship like that ever again. theres a hole in my heart shaped exactly like them, unique, irreplaceable, and it will always stay that way. an unfinished story. soon our anniversary will come up, the day we met, the date being the prettiest i‘ve ever heard. and i will spend it remembering all the moments i was blessed with having a connection so beautiful. a month from now on, i will count the days till that date comes, contemplating if i should text them or not, ask if we should do something on that day or scrape this date as something not important anymore. i miss them, and i doubt they miss me. i messed up the last part so that will always be the last memory of me for them. may the stars align for us to meet again, and maybe then, we can be friends again. sob.
2026-09-15 20:58:50