@laurenpolinskey: 230lb me didn’t dance for years… Aside from gaining almost 100lb after high school, I lost myself completely 😭 I had no idea who Lauren was anymore 😭😭 I grieved who I used to be and thought I would never feel like her again… Never feel like the girl who was full of joy, confident, and happy again 😔 I tried so hard to accept my new life, but that was never who I was meant to be and I was struggling mentally and physically And as silly as it seems, doing Tik Tok dances in 2020 helped me reconnect with old me 🥹 Old me loved to dance and be silly and I so badly wanted to feel like LAUREN again 😭 And slowly but surely, I reconnected with all parts and found myself again 🥹 Now life is even better than before the weight gain because I really know myself now 🤍 Reconnecting with my childhood hobbies helped out so much! So learn the silly Tik Tok dance, girl 🤍💕🫶🏻 I just started learning this one tonight so don’t judge 🙈🤣💕