Aesrie :
lust for other women? nah. He loves me so much to the point that he's too sensitive towards me that little teasing (I'm a freak) can make him hard (even when we're in ldr, I still do satisfy his needs). He's the one who gets mad and shuts down other women when I introduce them, and I don't mean making someone else known to him, even just telling him about my day and I mention, for example, my girl friends, he will tell me straight up that he's not interested in hearing other girls' life happening but he only cares about my day. That's just one thing, he also doesn't joke about my insecurities or body shame, instead he reassures me that he'll even kiss those insecurities and he loves everything about me including those things I said like "my flaws & imperfections", he supports my goals & ambitions, (he has provider mindset) even insisting of offering me help for me to achieve those goals), my words, my opinions, what are my thoughts and feelings matters to him. He accepts me wholeheartedly, even the natural, raw authentic me. I also asked him before what something about me makes him fall harder, he responded with about me being my authentic self makes him love me even deeper. He's also gentle at the same time strict with the way I'm being because sometimes I tend to fall into depressive episodes or being my worst negative self and he genuinely is willingly and intentionally tries to make me realize my mistakes and help me get better, at the same time he apologizes and acknowledges his wrongdoings when he was the one who made those mistakes and he's willingly want to change to be his best version and he does change, I can see it in his actions. He makes plans, he has ambitions for the future where I'm included and is working hard for it. And when I said I didn't want her 4-year female friend around her because I told him I get jealous, totally jealous (cause he admitted before we became a couple) that he was once interested in her and later on discovering she's a lesbian, he cut her off entirely, even ruining and throwing off her bracelet gift given for him 3 years ago(?). Well I just love this man so much. Even when he's younger than me, he's a more mature man.
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