@roxana_b_elena: I'm 36 and I'm a bit embarrassed to admit that.. 1. I have never been loved wholeheartedly by a man. I was never the chosen one. The special one. The one he was scared to lose so he can cherish every moment with her ❤️ 2. I don't own a house or a business and I have been working the same job for 12 years. I feel as if I am behind. 3. I am not married and don't have children. I wonder if I am missing out or if God wants it this way. 4. I don't take care of my body as well as I would want to. I eat a lot of sugar and I never keep promises I make to myself. 5. I have been asleep for 34 years of my life seeking approval and begging to be loved and respected by friends and boyfriends. 6. I don't have a 4, 5, 6 year plan and I don't know where my life will take me next. 7. I have hurt people, I judged people, I embarrassed myself, I manipulated and lied.. all because I did not love myself. 🌸 I am not perfect and I will never be perfect! 🌸 This flawed self of mine brought me to where I am today. 🌸 I learned my lessons and I will keep learning. THERE IS NO FINISH LINE. 🕊 Just follow your intuition! 🦋 Nothing is good or bad unless you decide it so...... #nature #36 #embaresedtoadmit #fyp #viralvideos