ℳℯ𝓁𝓁ℴ𝓌ℳ𝒶𝓇𝓈𝒽 :
The 1st one hits hard.. I'm currently living with a relative who told me repeatedly that I'm welcomed to live here as long as i need to, before moving out into my grandparents house which is having some kind of issues, so i haven't been able to move out for two years now.. I looked for a place to rent but they insisted that i just stay here but guess what, my silence bothers them so much, I don't talk much, simply because i have nothing to say, and i really keep things to myself because I'm so used to doing things alone.. i thought they'd understand that I'm not trying to be mean or rude.. but in the end, yeah it bothers them so much that last night, they gave me until the end of this year to move out.. well, thank goodness I've got good friends who jumped right in to help me however they can, so I'll be moving out this weekend.. my whole life, it's my own family and relatives that keeps choosing to misunderstand me, never actually looked, let alone getting to know me, even when i explained, countless times, they just won't understand, perhaps, they're refusing to.. except for my older sister and late aunt, they're the only ones bound by blood that i actually considered as family, my friends are also my family.. the outsiders actually have more compassion and understanding towards me.. I'm so afraid of being a burden, yet they choose to look for ways to help me, instead of just talking and judging.. I'm just ranting, really needed to get this out..
2026-08-27 16:14:39