I look at pictures that I took and don’t remember taking them…if that makes sense.
2026-08-26 04:19:28
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TanBaker :
I saw someone say 'do you want another baby or do you just want another chance at your first'. I dont want another baby, I want my first but without being in fight or flight the whole time. Pictures and videos show me how cute and adorable he was but my lived reality overshadowed that at the time.
2026-08-25 21:03:06
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elga2347 :
Colic stole my joy of motherhood
2026-08-26 03:22:55
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maritreistman :
100% this. I wanted a re-do. I can't imagine having a 2nd baby and going through that again... I wanted a re-do with my son
2026-08-25 21:14:29
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Victoria Robertson :
Same here! Anxiety, lack of sleep. I adore my son, he’s amazing but I don’t ever want to do those first 12 months again. Hardest thing I’ve ever done
2026-08-25 20:47:51
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Laura Dianne :
worst time of my life - never again
2026-08-25 22:07:26
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Michele :
was this in 2020?
2026-09-09 16:49:57
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hairbyiqs :
In tears this hit me to the core, you said exactly what I been thinking! The grief is sooo hard! And the guilt
2026-09-08 00:41:54
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Madi the Flower Farmer :
I wish my husband understood this
2026-08-26 13:06:53
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OlgaWeronika 🇵🇱 🇪🇺 :
girl, most of us survive mode till age 3.
2026-08-26 04:37:33
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melmelzi :
I relate to every word of this.
2026-08-25 20:48:59
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KAYLEEN 🤘🏼🖤⚡️ :
I am SO envious of moms who had a great pp. they make me feel crazy.
2026-08-26 19:52:14
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Val sal wal :
When I see pictures of my daughter as a newborn, I cry because I was miserable the entire time she was a newborn, and I wish I could go back and enjoy it now
2026-08-26 19:27:00
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Princess👑 :
yall dont need to be having anymore babies jesus christ...these comments are ...
2026-08-26 20:02:42
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Syeda5495 :
I really thought I was the only one experiencing this. Thank you.
2026-08-26 21:33:10
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Emma :
I remember nothing until she was about 3. nothing at all.
2026-08-25 21:31:59
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Lauren Leona :
If it's any consolation, I have two and I didn't enjoy the newborn phase with #2 either 😂😂
2026-08-26 12:39:39
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jack'smom :
The newborn phase sucked hot, wet ass, and I didn't enjoy a single second of it, thanks to PPD and PPA. I'm loving the toddler phase, though.
2026-08-30 08:58:17
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firefox :
I can't remember alot of when I was post Partum and I feel so robbed of those memories
2026-08-25 21:20:03
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Mm :
I feel you. I was so alone. Outside my husband we had no help and I couldn’t enjoy it at all
2026-08-25 21:46:51
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Natalie Richter :
i had colic and reflux baby. first time mum, my husband worked a lot and baby woke like 6-7 times a night. severely sleep deprived, depressed with no village whatsoever. i can not remember because i was focused on surviving rather than making memories. my baby is 3 years old. it does get better but i can only remember something if i look on pictures i took
2026-08-26 13:56:11
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Sabrina :
👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻 going through postpartum depression and psychosis impacting my bonding with my son while navigating a DV situation made my first year feel like it never happened and one day I just woke up with a two year old
2026-08-30 05:07:34
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Yami🌻 :
Started not with the postpartum phase but during my pregnancy. Grief runs so deep I decided I didn’t want anymore children. Can’t stress this enough who you have a child(ren) with is important.
2026-08-26 20:13:58
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xoxo.2.2.3 :
Postpartum is a blur to me
2026-08-26 02:23:10
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