number1gasolinesniffer :
I’m 29 in a month, was diagnosed with major depressive disorder at age 7, it’s hard and isolating. Didn’t have many friends at all, missed deadlines and sports practices because I just had to cry that day. I was under the impression I’d just magically be happy once my brain fully developed. Medication helps lots of people, it helped me on and off, but it’s exhausting sometimes. It does get better tho. Like people told me all my life it would get better and I refused to believe it, I thought I was the outlier, the exception. People will tell you they feel the same way but your brain won’t comprehend it. But it actually does get easier. Talk to professionals or therapists, be honest and open, and show them you want to understand the things you’re feeling, because understanding the chemical imbalance will help with the most important part of diagnosed depression: acceptance. It’s not the end of the world even though almost every day feels like it. The worst thing you can do is convince yourself you’re not feeling sad or that you’re not depressed. It’s an illness at the end of the day; acknowledge the bad feelings and the good ones when they occur, don’t try to ignore them as some days are better than others, and some days you’re back at square one. Learn what works for you, what makes you feel safe. acknowledge the dark so when the light comes you appreciate it even more. Anyways, long and in-cohesive way of saying I see you and I love you stranger, everyone’s journey is different
2026-08-27 20:48:14