Melissa Schlemmer
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Wednesday 26 August 2026 22:43:08 GMT
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Breathe with Lilian :
I also have those same feelings can we just go back to that moment.. and wake her up😭
2026-09-28 19:16:50
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Madeline 36 :
All those things don’t help with therapy the tablets anything like that don’t work. I know this has been gone off for 10 years for me. And I still miss him just as much as I did when he first I keep on thinking it’s all a dream like you do when you have those horrible dreams when their babies and you wake up and you go and check in their rooms and they’re okay but this time it was not okay this time it’s now all I hope for now is for the dreams when he comes to me in my dreams. It’s horrible.
2026-09-28 20:19:20
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rockyjordan903 :
Sweetheart… I’m so sorry. It never goes away. And it never gets easier. You just learn to carry it. It’s a heavy burden, one you can never put down. You keep those numbers and those things. Grief is a journey and it’s unique to everyone. Give yourself grace.
2026-09-27 08:02:24
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pam8649 :
I'm still paying for his cell phone seven years later. I can't let anyone else have his number.
2026-08-27 00:57:04
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Michelle :
im so sorry momma.. I feel this
2026-09-28 18:32:57
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Janniebee13🇨🇦 :
I am so terribly sorry. 😢
2026-09-28 18:38:36
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Katie’s Roar :
I’m so sorry…I’m living this every day too - you have every right to whatever you feel and think and don’t ever let anyone tell you different…we weren’t meant to bury our children - unless someone has done that - they have absolutely idea how broken we are…prayers and hugs to you
2026-09-27 16:16:41
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Taylors mom :
This is a club I never wanted to join. Taylor f25 1/1/26💔
2026-08-27 00:08:48
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Lynzi Dav :
24 days... 24 excruciating days my 16 yr old baby boy has been gone
2026-08-29 01:03:16
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#6brillmomma :
My son took his life 7-13-26 and all I think about is how could I have prevented this, when is he coming home, when will I wake up from this nightmare, why didn’t I see even a small sign?!!!!!! The internal torture is hell momma … I’m so sorry you are going through this as well
2026-08-29 03:12:07
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rightorhappy :
that feeling that someone has been gone long enough is rough.
2026-08-27 00:52:02
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S. Anderson :
Every single thing you said. I still text my son. Someone else has his phone number now but we have talked and he said it is ok to still text my son. My heart is so broken 💔💔💔
2026-08-27 11:37:15
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Jovimom21 :
from one grieving mom to another. you said everything exactly what I think too. I lost my son 11 yrs ago to cancer . he was 18. youre not alone momma sending you hugs ❤️
2026-08-31 21:59:29
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Radio Delilah :
I still pay my son’s phone because I can’t not..I call it all the time to hear his voice. I constantly think I see both the boys I’ve lost in a crowd…
2026-08-30 05:40:22
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cazza :
I still say these things after 8 years (its been long enough now you can come home now)
2026-08-29 08:19:34
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PurpleGnome :
Same!!! I have the same types of thoughts!!!
2026-08-29 21:06:12
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Dena Sutton-Simmons :
I can't imagine. I lost my baby brother 5 years ago, and i have the same irrational thoughts. I text him everyday, I feel sorry if someone ever gets that cell number!!!
2026-08-29 18:56:12
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margaretmacpherson :
I charge my son’s phone everyday, he passed away Christmas 2019, I talk to birds, squirrels, flies, dragon flies thinking it may be him, living life without your child is absolutely horrible, I cry everyday, I have tried everything, meds, drinking, riding, trying to stay as busy as I can t try to stop thinking, nothing works 😔 my heart breaks every second of every day, I know how you feel 💔💔💔
2026-08-29 12:32:51
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5’ on a good day ❤️ :
I’m 2 years. My William came home after swimming at his grandparents. I thought he was ok. His steak is in the freezer.
2026-08-28 04:34:44
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bonniekimble :
I hear you. It’s been 3 years and I still scream at the sky “give me my fucking son back!!!” And I still believe he’ll walk back in the door some days and get gutted all over again when I realize that’s not going to happen. So hugs, irrational or not, it’s just what a mom does♥️💚♥️
2026-08-27 02:43:33
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Tara :
I've not lost a son, but as a mother of 3 boys. it's my absolute worst fear. God Rest Your Soul
2026-08-26 23:36:12
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lindz :
I cant change anything in his room. Drawers are still partially open. I lost him the day after easter and I still have his easter basket full of candy. I understand and its OK to have all those thoughts.
2026-08-27 00:42:20
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user7114127269107 :
They are not irrational they are love… so much love.
2026-08-27 20:54:02
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nichole :
I feel this in my soul, it has been long enough
2026-08-27 22:05:32
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user8401657311724 :
I lost my son 10 months ago, and while I want to start journaling, I can’t start. Please tell me how you started. While I know he’s gone and it’s real I just feel like if I start writing, it’s going to make it TOO REAL if that makes sense.
2026-08-27 06:38:39
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