Hun I truly Hope you know you are not alone!!! You are loved and cared for. We are not alone and we all have a purpose. Jesus is with and God looks after you. Always talk to Him. Know that God is stronger than any hardship. He is home. God bless love, Jesus loves you. He can save! He gave His life for yours. 💗Never forget that you matter so so much. Sending love and prayers. never hesitate to reach out and seek help!! It truly goes a long way. Remember to treat yourself with grace and gentleness. You deserve it🫂💗💗💗