@sin.i.ster: it's a reaccuring event, people who I thought were close to me, people who told me that I mattered to them and they would never leave me, always distance themselves from me after some period of time. probably because I don't reciprocate their vulnerability, I often don't tell people what I really think and just become a yes man because I am afraid of rejection. but it's dissapointing to know that I don't live to many people's expectations, and that leaves them to distance themselves from me or block me because they would rather be alone than with me. #insecurity #bp #ventaccount #chud #larp