I feel like I’m back at square one. Life is reminding me, over and over again, of all the reasons my eating disorder developed in the first place. I’m going through an absolutely horrible period in my life, and it feels like I’m right back where I started. One of my biggest fears throughout my eating disorder recovery was having to go back to my old life, because that life was genuinely terrifying for me. I was so scared of losing the one thing that had become my way of coping with everything, only to find myself facing the same pain, the same circumstances, and the same feelings all over again. And now, it feels like I’m actually going back to that life I fought so hard to escape. It’s not just about my eating disorder anymore. It’s about being terrified that everything that made me struggle in the first place is happening all over again, and I don’t know how to deal with it.
2026-10-10 03:39:57
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🪷♡𝚁𝚘𝚠𝚊𝚗♡🦌 :
It feels like I’m wearing a suit it’s horrible 😭
2026-08-30 20:01:28
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•ℳ𝒶𝓁ℯ𝓃𝒶 • :
from one disorder to another(binging)…
2026-08-30 19:46:04
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Deema🪽 :
i'm just here to get my freakin period back
2026-10-08 19:44:25
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sunnnybunny_ :
Now im just fat n sad
2026-09-01 21:46:40
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annie :
I felt even sicker
2026-10-02 16:54:12
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chey :) :
and that’s why i’m stuck back here
2026-08-30 15:20:02
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:
Wdym sick? Mentally or physically
2026-09-29 16:57:02
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magandcheese624 :
In fact i was saving my body not my mind. I always thought eating and going through body changing would have been the rough part and acceptance of it would have solved my ed but i was just accepting to save my body keeping my mind suffering with no more copying mechanisms to escape from the madness i always had inside. It will never be a full recovery if u think body gain will be the only (or even the worst) problem to deal with during the journey
2026-08-31 07:21:26
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fiiish.yy 🫧🐠🪽 :
ok perf never recovering its official ♪(๑ᴖ◡ᴖ๑)♪
2026-09-29 00:37:06
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feather&bone :
Oh my God, I know I hate it so much
2026-09-01 21:12:48
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katie :
hi lovely this is a part of the recovery process and it feels like hell but i PROMISE it goes away with time, just hang on in there ❤️❤️
2026-08-30 15:59:50
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gracelyn 🪽 :
hahaa that's why I'm back here again
2026-08-31 16:10:05
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lisaschrump1965 :
It takes while to heal and rewire your brain.
2026-08-31 12:31:16
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MT🧚🏻 :
unfortunately the mind cannot heal in a sick body so we must PUSH THROUGH ❤️
2026-09-03 18:55:22
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peyton :
Off topic but u look like Sarah Michelle Gellar
2026-09-25 20:20:09
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꧁ᬊᬁ༒ཐི𝔏𝔲𝔫𝔢𝔵ཋྀ༒ᬊᬁ꧂ :
Your not recovered but one day u will be even if it takes years it’s work ig cutie u can do this!
2026-09-06 07:52:01
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🪽🪷🦢 maya 🦢🪷🪽 :
Yup
2026-08-30 03:37:33
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artificial angel🪽 :
keep pushing! i promise once you get through the hard days life really is beatiful <3
2026-08-30 18:27:06
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angel ☥ :
silent repost
2026-08-30 21:15:53
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🪽 :
Its hell
2026-10-05 01:03:32
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ave ❦ :
oh.
2026-08-31 16:41:38
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✨ Isa‘s version ✨ :
Fr
2026-09-01 16:41:20
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Cris⁷🪻🇵🇷 :
NAW
2026-09-01 02:01:29
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isabella🧁🍂 :
It gets better, I was in the same boat but you eventually get used to your normal body again💕 just hang on there, recovering is the best decision I ever made
2026-10-04 22:03:49
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