Shan :
I don't even know where to start, but I know I need to say this properly.Im really truly sorry.Sorry for everything for the words I said when I was mad,for the times I stayed silent when I should've explained myself, for the attitude, the misunderstandings, and the moments I made you feel unappreciated or hurt.You didn't deserve any of that. I'm sorry if I ever made you feel like you weren't enough, You are more than enough. If I ever ignored you, replied coldly, acted distant, or made you question where you stand with me, I'm sorry that was never my intention. Sometimes I let my pride,mood,or everything get in the way and instead of communicating properly, I made things worse. I'm sorry for the times I didn't listen carefully,for interrupting you, for not understanding you side right away. I'm sorry if I didn't support you the way you needed, or if I failed to notice when you were struggling. I'm sorry if I added stress to your life instead of being your peace, I'm sorry for being immature for at times.For reacting too quickly, For assuming things without asking, For letting jealousy, insecurity, or overthinking control how I acted. None of that is an excuses It's just me admitting I made mistakes.
You've shown me patience,effort, and care, and I'm sorry if I didn't always give that same energy back. I'm sorry if I made you tired, confused, or emotionally drained. You didn't deserve to feel like you had to beg for understanding or effort from me.
Please know that none of my mistakes came from not caring. If anything I cared too much and didn't know how to handle my emotions the right way. That's on me. And I take full responsibility for that.
I'm not saying sorry just to fix things quickly or to make everything go back to normal. I'm saying sorry.
2026-09-04 16:57:53