I was just reading this and then O started to cry and now I can’t stop
2026-08-31 20:47:56
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half way trough i realised what i was actually saying and i started to slow down. the realisation had my voise trembling.
i cant just forget about someone who brought me my smile back after sevral years without it. who gave me the confidence and indipendence i never had. the love and the feeling of being wanted instead of being needed. someone that felt more like home then home actually felt like. the time i have spent with her on the phone or meeting up couldnt be for nothing. and honestly. i cant forget about her no matter how hard ive tried the past four months. ive blocked her on everything and i have deleted everything that included her. but her ocean blue eyes. perfect smile. goofy but cute laugh all comes back to me. i look at a can of redbul and her name pops into my mind. i look a one chipper and i can nearly see her sitting inside. i cant bring myself to play a piano anymore because she pops into mind straight away. a nose ring on the right side even reminds me of her... its been so long and the fact that i can remember these small things about her is honestly crazy because i can barely remember what ive done yesterday. she couldnt even do a cartwheel lol i remember her trying to do one and failed but the show off i am done a clean one haha. damn.. i really loved that girl. i still do. i miss her.
but shes broke me so bad. ive got nothing left to give, no love left in my hands, ive tried to move on. but i dont think i can. every other girl feels distent. no matter how hard i try. im not angry that she left me. im just.. hurting inside...
i really loved her. i truely did. id do it all over again even if it meant id get hurt the same way. although ive deleted the pucures of us. tiktok has sone glitch where they still pop up. and honestly i sit there and look at how happy i was. and start question myself. "what did i do wrong" "why did she leave" "why i got hurt so much" honestly she meant alot to me. i like seeing her happy but i dont like knowing that the person shes happy with isnt me.
2026-09-02 02:56:41
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amber ☀️ :
why did i read it with a smile but with tears in my eyes ? 🥲
2026-08-31 23:35:06
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LaJen :
that text was deep and really touched me. my truth right now. letting go slowly slowly 😔
2026-08-31 21:09:52
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