@issalucyting: i'm 26 and im embarrassed to admit that: 1. I have no idea what my life will look like next year. my parents keep telling me to go back to London to get a "real job but I would rather eat a screwdriver. i don't know where i want to live, or settle down. 2. i have no idea who is gonna come to my wedding. my friends are spread all over, distance makes us lose touch, i lose bits of community and i constantly think about what if no one shows up for me on my big day 3. i don't know what my passion is. i thought i'd have it figured out by now 4. i still call my parents for comfort.