John
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Sunday 30 August 2026 15:21:48 GMT
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Omg, yes I want a calm nervous system!! I have been through so much trauma, from the time I was a young child through adulthood. Now I am absolutely struggling a lot. Just being out in public is sometimes too much. The noise, movement, everything. I find that it makes my heart go absolutely crazy, makes the tremor so much worse and makes me feel so sick and also I am starting to get angry every time this happens my mood is absolutely destroyed. I don’t want to lash out at Ppl. I am so ungodly sick. I think I have had issues pretty much my entire life. Very abused as a child, emotionally and physically. Married at 18 to a guy I thought was so sweet who instantly turned into just another abuser. There were times I thought he was going to kill me. I lived in fear for years never knowing who was coming home. Jekyll or Hyde in what I was going to be attacked for now? Tire tracks where someone turned around in the driveway because we lived on a corner. A guy looked at me at the store, Gid knows but I never did. Anyway got out of that & met a wonderful man. We married, had 6 kids between ours & my first husband. I was healing, growing self esteem, confidence, things I never had. Didn’t have to look at the ground when in public, I was thriving!! So of course he was killed in a horrific work accident. Our youngest wasn’t even in school yet. I went to my own personal hell for a few yrs. Didn’t cope, couldn’t grieve, had too much on my back. We had no life insurance. I hadn’t worked outside the home in yrs but had to immediately gain an income. Youngest was just diagnosed autistic. Between trying to earn a living, getting the kid to
2026-08-30 19:08:18
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Michael Christie :
another video that tell you anything
2026-09-28 00:37:05
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Michael Christie :
yes, please help
2026-09-28 00:32:05
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Lisa❤️ :
She told the story any slower she'd be telling it backwards get to the point already
2026-09-17 21:57:22
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ShelleyL :
How come you never say what the secret is? You just babble on constantly
2026-10-01 20:13:16
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Steve B Williams :
Scam
2026-10-03 00:23:45
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