Didn’t even get to eat his cheese itz bro 😭😭 #minecraftarg #Minecraft #arg #aregect #zabooboo3 Alright…. Regarding why I have been very inactive lately… This is mostly because of PGP, as ironic as it sounds. Yes, I want to give you guys the denifit of the doubt and drop some episodes or short PGP animations here and now. But I’ve always been thinking about the times I’ve considered on ending PGP (mostly when the Forsaken drama arose recently back then.) I saw how most of you guys reacted, and I hated it. I hated how disappointed you guys sounded. I couldn’t bring myself to cancel it. So I continued it when things in the community got better. You guys sounded so relieved, and I was happy that was the case. Though, I was running on low. I didn’t have enough motivation to make full animations from the stress of my content being potentially underwhelming. So I pushed myself, made my animations as eye catching as possible, new art style, new animation style. All for the cost of my wellbeing. I kept stressing on how I can keep this pace up for FULL EPISODES of PGP. All of the episodes, same style same everything. It made me doubt myself. Sure my current style is as appealing as it is at the moment, but it’s extremely costly in terms of my willpower to keep going. It doesn’t help matters that one of my closest family members have passed away this January. I’ve been silently grieving because I didn’t want to seem like a whiny mf. I’ve tried to convince myself time and time again that I can push through, but reality hit me all at once. I’ve promised myself that I can earn off of my videos, but what point does that serve if I don’t act? If I don’t want to move? What if I genuinely cannot make it past my current milestone, would I never be able to cater to my audience enough to satisfy them? So that I can make a living? So I can support my family? The struggle is real unfortunately, I’m stressed about EVERYTHING. My audience, my life, my purpose. That’s not even all that I’m worrying about. And I’m too much of a coward to explain why I’m like this. I don’t want to seem like an attention seeker, but I’ve got limits to my mental capacity If anyone is reading this till the end, thank you. You can choose to support me or not, I am not forcing anyone to. I’m responsible for my own wellbeing, physical and mental. You guys can only do so much, and I understand that. Please be patient with me as I’m grieving and going through stuff at the moment. I will be leaving this account for a while to focus on making content for myself rather than an audience to impress. Once again, Thank you :) - @cedorsomebody