@user04729279: Yellow September is an important moment !! #suicidepreventionmonth #suicideprevention #mentalhealthawarenessmonth #depression #fyp

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I almost took my life when I was 12 sitting at the top of a tree with a rope wrapped around my neck because I was being bullied a lot and my family was vary abusive and I survived that and have never been suicidal since well here recently the first girl I’ve ever dated and fell in love with for over 2 years cheated on me and man I’ve never felt pain like that not even when family or friends pass away or anything horrific that’s happened in my life could never add up to as much pain ass that has put me through this happened about 3 weeks ago and I got really depressed lost like 10 pounds stopped working out and started to get very suicidal I had a whole bottle of pills and I was just sitting there crying thinking about just swallowing a handful but idk how but I found god in that moment and these past 3 weeks and I went from about to kill myself to almost complete happiness and almost all of my anxiety has went away I’m still working on my faith and relationship with god but more than 720,000 people take there own life a year and I didn’t want to just be another person to add to that statistic we have already lost enough people in this world Ive been seconds away from killing myself twice and here I am but If I never got down from that tree or put the pills down I wouldn’t be here to encourage others to stay another day and find Jesus.