@crybabykatelynn: I don’t feel like this everyday. The first couple years were the hardest. I was mentally and emotionally still living there. Most days I actually don’t think about it anymore. Life is SO much better. But sometimes I have days like this because healing isn’t linear. I let myself feel my emotions and I express them to properly honor them and be able to move on from them. I don’t bottle up my emotions anymore. I feel like crying is a healthy way to express them. I let myself feel however I feel in a healthy way. I do my best to not take my anger out on others the way they have taken it out on me. I let myself feel what I do without shaming myself for feeling that way. Then I feel better. I’m able to let it go and remind myself that it’s over now. I knew that the way I was treated wasn’t healthy, but I didn’t realize how bad it really was until I experienced what a healthy reaction actually looks like. This was nearly daily treatment, constantly hyper vigilant and walking on eggshells. Sometimes old wounds ache, but that doesn’t mean they’re not healing. #healing #MentalHealth #videodiary #audhd #neurodivergent
sounds like u found a good man.....nice. shed that verbal abuse from long ago
2026-10-03 21:35:14
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ztodc :
My sister was given so much grace growing up she starts to laugh when she makes mistakes like that
2026-09-02 10:59:50
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Andy Richard Martinez #1 :
Smart "MAN"....💯💯💯🔥🔥... GORGEOUS "LADY ...💯💯💯🔥🔥🔥
2026-10-03 23:52:18
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Marcus Aurelius :
“I remember shame being poured into me the way that love should have been.” — Wow. This cuts deep. Thank you so much for sharing this with us. You are not alone. 🙏🏻
2026-09-02 06:41:19
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Christle Vincent :
I'm so clumsy naturally
2026-10-02 23:46:54
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thebottomlessbarrel :
I finally got my own house and had to buffer like a Sim before I could wash my own dishes bc I had nobody to yell or hit me over it 😭
2026-09-02 03:48:21
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ktmgregg :
this makes me so sad to hear that you had to deal with this. but clearly you're on the road to recovery
2026-09-02 18:13:13
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led11190 :
love ..shouldnt hurt !
2026-09-26 14:38:59
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Xashy :
“I remember shame been poured into me the way that love should have been “ god damn u i was just trying to eat a Cesar salad now my shirt is soaked
2026-09-28 16:45:15
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user5627958152187 :
My wife dropped a glass of milk on the floor right after we got married and moved in together and she started yelling. I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I just looked at her and smiled. Are you? OK? It’s fine. I had no idea that her parents would have been so mean to her. It made me feel sad for her. She must’ve understood that I loved her and I wasn’t gonna react to things like that because she never reacted that way again.
2026-09-17 20:41:11
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Kris :
Girl you are not alone. I have this reaction still from a relationship I was in as a teenager like 14 years ago.
2026-09-02 03:26:27
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awildnige :
Shame poured into me the way that love should have been 🫰🫰🫰yes girl
2026-09-02 18:10:28
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maximum_ennui :
I know exactly what you’re talking about. My wife and I have known each other for 19 years now and I STILL find moments of grace with her where I expect judgment
2026-09-02 12:27:38
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Bullmastiff LA :
It took me some time to understand my wife’s reactions rarely are about me but her trauma. She KNOWS I would never even yell at her but she instinctively tenses up.
2026-09-02 16:00:00
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thearticulateautistic :
I deeply relate to this 🫂
2026-09-02 03:20:40
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ohmyjochh :
Man it’s okay I’m sorry you’re going through that
2026-09-04 06:45:13
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Sundaram :
Virtual hugs.
2026-09-08 20:49:42
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Erin Lunarena :
Glad you're in a safer place 💖
2026-09-02 18:33:25
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WildWildWes :
Me too! I hated my dad for calling me clumsy. I still hear his voice in my mind, but it’s so muffled now. You’re on the right track 😊❤️
2026-09-02 12:58:49
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zahra 🌸 :
Every girl deserves this💗💗
2026-09-02 10:45:38
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Brian Gorecki :
Thanks for being so vulnerable. Now - hug your bf and find yourself a good counselor. You need to heal yourself. It’s a gift to you and your future life.
2026-09-07 04:43:45
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user7295839769 Matt :
Dang seeing this video again still makes me feel bad, I'm so glad you are happy now.
2026-09-29 13:35:24
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john_w :
Try hard to forget those moments that hurt you, focus on your life ahead. In time, good memories will replace the unpleasant ones. And one day a laugh will replace the tears. Best Wishes!
2026-09-02 23:34:14
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NightDriveVibes :
All our struggles stem from childhood experiences. The cereal triggered a trauma. Thats not you, your not clumsy, let go of your past. Your doing great!
2026-09-04 18:01:55
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user7295839769 Matt :
GOSH I AM SO SORRY YOU LIVE IN FEAR, AND I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT EVERYTHING YOU SAID, YOU SEEM LIKE A LADY THAT HAS SO MUCH LOVE TO GIVE.
2026-09-04 06:50:38
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