@ma.cristina91: I’ll never forgive myself #griefjourney #22aday #widow #suicidepreventionmonth

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georgia.juneau
Georgia | Girl & Boy Mom🩷💚 :
Realizing my husband makes the same jokes and he has suffered with a suicidal mother his entire life. So sorry for your loss. Gonna speak to my husband soon about this.
2026-09-03 05:10:52
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memawstac
Stacyann :
Sounds like my son! He would tell me he wasn’t going to live until 50.
2026-10-21 18:33:03
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user905040477
Pepen🇵🇷 :
He was fighting to stay, probably convinced himself he wouldn’t as well. Sorry for your loss
2026-10-21 16:54:37
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thatsjustmaddyy
Maddy ☀️ :
You’re insanely pretty
2026-10-26 20:09:45
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bleigh33
bleigh33 :
Please don’t carry the blame. I truly believe in my heart that anyone that d*es by S% never ever wants their loved ones to carry that weight.
2026-09-02 15:41:11
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2bbordercollies2.0
Tasha :
my dad told me the exact day he was going to do it but our family was never serious so I didnt think he was serious until he did it in front of me and my brother. dont beat yourself up for missing signs. I missed an entire itinerary
2026-09-02 18:37:05
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nickicannonphotography
Nicki :
My husband is always bringing up how I’d be better off with a life insurance check..terrifying
2026-09-02 18:18:48
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slicewithlyssa
slicewithlyssa :
mine attempted but did not succeed. looking back, before he attempted, he had gone into detail about a lot of things, even went as far as saying that just in case he dies one day he wanted to have his sperms frozen so I could at least try to have a piece of him (we dont have kids).
2026-10-21 02:39:25
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thatplantlady95
🪻🪷🪴Johnson No.95🌻🌱 :
My husband is a marine corps veteran as well with some really bad PTSD. He’s only 32 and he’s started doing the “if something happens to me here’s what you do” and I will be talking to his therapist. Thank you for bringing awareness even if it was at the cost of loosing your best friend. The pain I know a lot of us feel for you is deep. Nobody should have to go through what you and your girls are going through.
2026-09-03 22:39:07
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k5102209
k🤸 :
Akuma paragraph kule comment section 😭😔
2026-10-21 14:11:25
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lumaelynne
Lu Jay :
My best friend left and took her child with her. It was 10 yrs ago but the pain is still very fresh. She didn’t leave a note. She was talking about how she was excited to have a garage sale & changing her boys last name when he turned 13. I feel like I’m living a fucking nightmare. I’m so very sorry for your loss love 💔 so so so very sorry
2026-09-02 17:13:43
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salena_unfiltered
salena_unfiltered :
Tbh their no way you would have known those “jokes” were real! I’m sorry that’s hard!
2026-09-02 14:49:13
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ray188254
RAY :
MENTAL HEALTH IS REAL PLEASE GET HELP IF U NEED IT. 💙
2026-09-02 19:22:31
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mrskay121421
MrsKay2021💋 :
None of this is your fault. ❤️
2026-09-02 15:42:24
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bonniemarcoe
Bonnie Marcoe :
I missed alot of the signs with my son too, after blaming myself for awhile I realized that I was human too. Love your husband, enjoy the time you had with him, sit with the bad days when you have them, and remember you are a beautiful person and don't let stupid people have any of your head space, no one will ever understand. Hugs to you 🩷
2026-09-02 13:41:10
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e_marie22
e_marie22 :
People who are planning to take their own life are usually great at hiding it from the ones close to them. Once someone has made that decision there is usually not much of anything you can do to change their mind. Which is why they don’t show many signs bc they don’t want anyone to know and to try and stop them. Please don’t carry guilt bc for one you are not at fault and two, he would not want you.
2026-09-02 15:56:08
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jaceycoys
Jacey Coy :
Just a reminder… nothing, you couldn’t have done anything baby. Nobody truly knows how those “jokes” truly mean to them🤷🏻‍♀️I’m sure you know but I’m always following you and trying to comment and cheer you up! I genuinely believe you did ABSOLUTKY the best!!
2026-09-02 23:17:28
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kpeazy313
Kpalm :
My uncle had a really hard time getting old. He battled such bad depression. We knew it was coming. He just needed the opportunity. He got it.
2026-09-02 14:45:08
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brandylynn190
Brandy Lynn ❤️ :
My husband would say he don’t want to live to be old
2026-09-02 16:49:27
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amandaj2006
Amanda 💔 :
My husband used to say men in his family don't make it to 70. There have been a lot of men in his family take their own lives when they were in their 20s. He was 45 and I never thought he would. I thought we had made it passed that so we were safe.
2026-09-04 13:50:03
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janetygraham
Jan :
You know I make those kinds of jokes all the time. I also have an “in case I die” note on my phone for my kids that has life insurance, retirement, etc in it. Could those have been signs? Maybe but also maybe not. I don’t think you missed anything. You did a great job in supporting him. This isn’t your fault.
2026-09-02 15:24:44
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tiffany.pafford
🤸‍♀️iff :
Checking in with my hubby because he jokes like this too ☹️
2026-09-02 17:55:12
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mamaminax3
MamaMina :
My husband talks like this all the time 😅
2026-09-02 15:40:17
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momisonherenowgirls
Phoenix :
I say that exact stuff, I'm very mentally well.. So I don't think you missed anything
2026-10-19 00:37:02
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jean.lester11
Jean Lester :
You did the best you could at the time!🥰🥰🥰
2026-09-02 13:23:34
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