s_n :
Got graped at 7 by my step dad, countless times,my mom watched did nothing, I just crawled to a corner always, broken couldn't cry , just numb,it continued till I was 11 ,she did nothing I just accepted it as a curse , later on he died ,her new boyfriend continued I ran away at 16 ,but I'm not normal anymore, I vibrate, I'm numb, I'm mentally unstable, drained,bad mental health but my real Dad kept pushing me to be okay,he is spending money on therapy sessions,he regretted it but it's not his fault it's my mom's,he didn't know I even existed,so now I lose friends because I'm broken I broke people,lost people I'm mentally drained and I'm tired explaining myself so I let people go , I'm better now tho I can sleep at least 2hrs a day now .
thank you Jesus .
2026-09-03 19:01:07