@dearcaitlynn: crying during s3x #melancholy #ethelcain #sadgirl #theology #religioustrauma

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greychanc21
vanbv8 :
infj/intj core
2026-09-02 21:55:43
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renaissancett
RenaissanceTT :
Sadness is seductive.
2026-09-02 21:06:40
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liades112
lia :
i also feel like at the lowest points of life you reach a sadness so guttural that it almost feels like a peaceful numbness in your soul. to be in the eye of the storm, there’s a privilege in knowing from here it can only get better and yet a familiarity and comfort in one’s sadness and isolation. Feeling and still surviving the worst of it.
2026-09-02 21:30:02
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11.11maaa
⚚11.11ℳ𝒜𝒜 ⚚ :
You have to be a scorpio 😊 we love pain.
2026-09-05 22:54:49
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reshamb_
resham :
this was so beautifully said and I hate that I relate to it
2026-09-05 21:51:10
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carriepipperidge
æþelfrið :
this to radio towers is so real
2026-09-02 22:10:36
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jd_in_cle
JD_in_Cle :
Feeling something rather than nothing
2026-09-03 00:33:42
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bbraxx
B✯ :
Where are my fellow Capricorn moons 🌙
2026-09-03 03:34:37
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florporjulieta
jules ꫂ ၴႅၴ :
wow. you articulated it so well.
2026-09-05 17:30:56
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laced_mary
Mary :
I just thought I had MDD
2026-09-05 20:01:56
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.ebear
cigarette smoke :
Me too. Im a pisces
2026-09-03 01:57:24
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polygontremor
Polygontremor :
I'm addicted to misery. I can't explain it. It's like I want to yearn for attachment and people yet not attain the actual things themselves. It's the just yearning I carve.
2026-09-03 00:37:33
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missio
missio :
I have always leaned more melancholic in the way you describe. My upbringing in religion instilled this weird fetishization of intentional suffering, almost like the choice to suffer is the path to the death of the ego? I’m gonna need to process this more, but you just opened dialogue in my mind from this convo - appreciate you!
2026-09-03 02:13:47
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therealamelialord
therealamelialord :
Sometimes I really love the intensity of feeling that comes along with misery. It feels very alive.
2026-09-03 01:56:42
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katherineamanda_
katherine amanda :
This made me feel so seen
2026-09-03 01:33:21
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zarafiey
zarafiey :
I feel like sadness makes me more creative
2026-09-04 17:22:28
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pigeon.kween
✨Chelle✨ :
Girl me too. Exploring the dark side of one’s self can be oddly comforting.
2026-09-04 17:17:48
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shontypontyc
Chantal メ𝟶 🍒 :
I’ve never seen someone else talk about this. I so agree. I always thought my nervous system got addicted to sadness due to complex trauma starting from childhood. Now I understand it as a part of me which is mostly in control which believes sadness/melancholy is functional/protective in someway. But I always love her still!
2026-09-03 21:43:52
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dumdum.edu
Ham :
"Intoxicated by the madness. I'm in love with my sadness" 🙃
2026-09-03 03:14:37
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mrphillyphlower
Mr. Sills :
Do you listen to Chelsea Wolfe?
2026-09-02 23:04:23
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emotionalfrog222
emotionalfrog :
Are you also a cancer moon by chance? I relate to this so much.
2026-09-03 01:23:47
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brookekathrynn
brookekathrynn :
I thought I was just from New England
2026-09-02 22:25:32
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yesterdaysforever
agape :
Grouper is real
2026-09-03 04:52:29
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joellefriend
Joelle Friend :
Every night i fall asleep to grouper. 😳
2026-09-03 03:14:43
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