i also feel like at the lowest points of life you reach a sadness so guttural that it almost feels like a peaceful numbness in your soul. to be in the eye of the storm, there’s a privilege in knowing from here it can only get better and yet a familiarity and comfort in one’s sadness and isolation. Feeling and still surviving the worst of it.
2026-09-02 21:30:02
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⚚11.11ℳ𝒜𝒜 ⚚ :
You have to be a scorpio 😊 we love pain.
2026-09-05 22:54:49
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resham :
this was so beautifully said and I hate that I relate to it
2026-09-05 21:51:10
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æþelfrið :
this to radio towers is so real
2026-09-02 22:10:36
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JD_in_Cle :
Feeling something rather than nothing
2026-09-03 00:33:42
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B✯ :
Where are my fellow Capricorn moons 🌙
2026-09-03 03:34:37
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jules ꫂ ၴႅၴ :
wow. you articulated it so well.
2026-09-05 17:30:56
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Mary :
I just thought I had MDD
2026-09-05 20:01:56
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cigarette smoke :
Me too. Im a pisces
2026-09-03 01:57:24
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Polygontremor :
I'm addicted to misery. I can't explain it. It's like I want to yearn for attachment and people yet not attain the actual things themselves. It's the just yearning I carve.
2026-09-03 00:37:33
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missio :
I have always leaned more melancholic in the way you describe. My upbringing in religion instilled this weird fetishization of intentional suffering, almost like the choice to suffer is the path to the death of the ego? I’m gonna need to process this more, but you just opened dialogue in my mind from this convo - appreciate you!
2026-09-03 02:13:47
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therealamelialord :
Sometimes I really love the intensity of feeling that comes along with misery. It feels very alive.
2026-09-03 01:56:42
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katherine amanda :
This made me feel so seen
2026-09-03 01:33:21
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zarafiey :
I feel like sadness makes me more creative
2026-09-04 17:22:28
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✨Chelle✨ :
Girl me too. Exploring the dark side of one’s self can be oddly comforting.
2026-09-04 17:17:48
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Chantal メ𝟶 🍒 :
I’ve never seen someone else talk about this. I so agree. I always thought my nervous system got addicted to sadness due to complex trauma starting from childhood. Now I understand it as a part of me which is mostly in control which believes sadness/melancholy is functional/protective in someway. But I always love her still!
2026-09-03 21:43:52
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Ham :
"Intoxicated by the madness. I'm in love with my sadness" 🙃
2026-09-03 03:14:37
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Mr. Sills :
Do you listen to Chelsea Wolfe?
2026-09-02 23:04:23
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emotionalfrog :
Are you also a cancer moon by chance? I relate to this so much.
2026-09-03 01:23:47
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brookekathrynn :
I thought I was just from New England
2026-09-02 22:25:32
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agape :
Grouper is real
2026-09-03 04:52:29
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Joelle Friend :
Every night i fall asleep to grouper. 😳
2026-09-03 03:14:43
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