@charliecoxlvr: I am miserable, I’m losing myself I don’t know I’m genuinely going insane. what is my purpose in living if all I do is nothing and I’m alone all the fucking time. whatever though it doesn’t matter, honestly I don’t know why I’m posting this nor why I’m writing this. Like what the fuck?😂who cares shut up. Anyway if you read this please don’t reach out to me in my messages asking if I’m okay, I promise I am. #charliecox #mattmurdock #daredevil #daredeviledit #beachhouse
sorry that's completely unrelated to the edit but kinda related to the caption because it made me feel certain things.
I've just started uni and it sucks even more than I expected, I'm a fucking lonely loser sitting at the back of the class, I've tried talking to people in my group but it never worked for longer than 5 minutes, I've heard a couple of guys call me a freak on the very first day. I've tried to spend a lunch with 2 girls but they refused and we never spoke again. Everyone in the group already has at least one friend. The only couple of times that someone sat with me in class were because they literally didn't have any other option. And the worst part is that I have every class with the same 20 people because that's how it works in my country. Half of my classes are just some mandatory crap that is unrelated to my degree. I haven't felt that bad for like 2 years, I lost interest in almost everything in my life, I'm barely eating and started vaping again, when I come home I can't force myself to do anything besides scrolling up until 2 am. I want to talk about it to someone so much but I don't feel like I can talk about any of that stuff to my friends(or god forbid family) because for them uni started fine and I feel like I'm gonna spoil it for them by bringing up my problems. And the thought that I'm paying money to be in that fucking place kills me, because if I scored only 6 more points at my finals at least I wouldn't have to pay to go to the place that makes miserable. But hey people are adaptive creatures so I just have to wait to get used to all that.
Anyways, the edit is really good
2026-09-04 23:31:26
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🅂fr :
i hate relating to s3 matt
2026-09-04 11:05:26
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BOBA :
Beach house and daredevil 🥹
2026-09-04 21:31:08
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HwatThePuck :
born again is good, but it will never have the sauce that the og series had. rip foggy.
2026-09-04 20:42:01
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𝓜elo𝓜auri🧡🇨🇴 :
Vincent D'Onofrio is genuinely Top Five villain castings
2026-09-04 19:32:53
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Charlie Brown :
2026-09-04 15:18:19
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Linda :
This is so peak omg + i wish you the best
2026-09-04 11:07:16
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🌟🖤ebonyy🖤🌟 :
Another devastating banger 😖- but on a serious note I hope things feel better and lighter for you soon
2026-09-04 15:16:20
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