Cece🦄🐢 :
It’s been two months since we broke up, and somehow I still haven’t figured out how to stop missing you. I keep telling myself that enough time has passed and that I should be okay by now, but the truth is, I’m not. I still think about you more than I want to admit. Sometimes I’ll be doing something completely normal and suddenly something reminds me of you, and for a moment I forget that we aren’t together anymore. I miss the person I was when you were in my life. I miss having someone who felt so familiar to me. I miss our conversations, the stupid little things we laughed about, the moments that probably seemed so ordinary at the time but mean so much to me now. I miss being able to talk to you whenever I wanted and knowing that you were there. I miss the feeling of knowing I had you. There are so many things I wish I could say to you, and sometimes I wish I could have just one more conversation where nothing had changed. I wish I could go back to the moments before everything fell apart and appreciate them more. I wish I had known those moments would become memories, because maybe I would have held onto them a little tighter. The hardest part is knowing that I can’t just turn my feelings off. I wish I could wake up one morning and suddenly not care anymore, but that isn’t how it works. I still care about you. I still wonder how you’re doing. I still wonder if you ever think about me or if you ever miss what we had. Sometimes I wonder if I cross your mind the way you cross mine.
I know we broke up, and I know life keeps moving even when your heart hasn’t completely caught up. I’m not sending this to make you feel guilty or to ask you to fix anything. I just need you to know that losing you actually hurt me, and even after two months, I’m still trying to get used to a life where you aren’t a part of it. I miss you in ways I don’t always know how to explain. I miss the memories, the conversations, the little moments, and most of all, just having you there. I hate that someone who once felt so close to me can now feel so far away. I hate that I can have so much to say to you and nowhere to put all of it.
2026-10-05 22:15:08