xscope :
about your last story, Maybe this isn't good enough to change your mind, I don't think it's the same situation nor feeling, but when I lost my grandpa, firstly I didn't cry or anything I was just shocked, it was two days until my emotions got true, It was hard to don't cry I was trying to keep up with those feelings, and trying to hide them, but when it was time to the funeral I just lost control and couldn't stop crying thinking why I didn't talk to him more, why did he had to die from COVID and not someone else, I miss him so much I don't even want to do something, when I lost my dog, I was judging myself why I couldn't see that she was sick, it's my fault, and just feeling guilty, but by time passes theres steel thoughts like I miss them but you know what I had new people that I met and helped me to keep up, I think it's more rough for you, and I'm really sorry your are going through all of that especially because I have been loving your content since like 2024, but man if you have people that is with you or can support you or love you stick with them, and even if sometimes it doesn't work with people, try to met new one, it's going to be rough from know one but sometimes you need to accept that life is not equal for everyone, and work even more for life, but I can promise you that when things you love disappear, there are new people or things that your will love from time to time in life, and what makes meeting them special, is because we have limited time with them, so we have to keep the head high and appreciate the time we have, I really love you bro
2026-09-05 19:00:37