@forbidden.azazel: This was a major part of my deconstruction, and for many others #quran #deconstruction #exmuslim #divinehiddenness #islamicphilosophy
omg I was like this, I prayed desperately, I cried, because I felt like my faith was slipping away, but here I am an ex Muslim and I love every bit of it.
2026-09-05 16:15:45
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A :
I always felt guilty and prayed god that he bring me closer to him and felt so desperate but nothing has changed plus i just cannot handle following a religion that is extremely sexist and hate women
2026-09-05 16:37:05
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𖹭 susu :
The whole "Allah guide who he wills" but when someone is seeking him, he denies them, and then puts them in hell for not being guided.
2026-09-06 08:45:59
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user6376990164338 :
Well in Christianity, God incarnated dwelt amongst creation and laid his life down so you could have eternal life. Whether you believe the theology or not is up to you but Jesus’s public ministry is a testimony to him being a personal God not a abstract concept
2026-09-05 16:10:13
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The Secret Garden :
So what do you believe in now ?
2026-09-06 21:33:08
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Lv :
in Islam you find God through companionship with people who did (sufi masters) but wahabism created a new religion that covered that
2026-09-05 19:21:53
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TBB! :
I completely agree I was in deep questioning for 3 years and ‘god’ didn’t help once 😕
2026-09-05 16:15:50
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dean blunt :
even when i was 9 years old religion never made sense to me, i’d be told to pray and make duaa and i didnt understand why i had to do it i just did it
2026-09-05 16:27:27
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HolesIntheNerrortive :
1000%, you would assume God created us to have an intimate relationship with us. Yet in the Islamic paradigm the reality would be Allah forever exists by himself as he isn’t essentially love as he doesn’t even love himself
2026-09-05 16:16:46
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Jasmine🩺💕 :
i think people just don’t want to accept the possibility that outside of this world, there is no all loving creator. there may be some higher power sure, but a being who genuinely wanted to see you succeed and get to heaven would surely give much clearer guidance and not send you on a wild goose chase debating on if they exist or not
2026-09-05 17:34:25
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happycoree :
Divine spark is within u
2026-09-19 06:49:19
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Sarah | C.B.R.P. Consultant :
My favorite show is on
2026-09-13 12:10:19
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at :
The human mind cannot imagine anything completely independent of reality all thoughts are built from existing concepts If god is man made how as humans who are unable to think of anything that doesn’t exist did we make up god heaven hell worship and all the other religious concepts the idea of magic and thousands of other things
2026-09-06 23:33:42
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Hadrians#1lver :
I used to cry and pray to Allah to bring me back 🥀
2026-09-06 18:19:25
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Devent🪐 :
That's what I'm struggling with 😭
2026-09-05 16:19:07
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Rylee :
"patience"
but it's me crying for any sign from him.
you should share more of you, I love hearing ex-muslims stories and the weird things they experienced xx
2026-09-06 15:23:59
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Cristuscrusader :
truth be told
2026-09-16 17:12:38
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Adam20 :
I love ur vids
2026-09-05 23:07:21
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M :
2026-09-05 16:27:10
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Satan :
I lost everything for take the path to find the truth and years to trying to accept it in the end I don't blame the idea of god or the system behind just enjoy the chance of Self awareness and existence because the smart option is not trying to change it just escape it life is short I rather live it and being selfish then make ppl experience another perspectivism what u think?
2026-09-20 03:10:06
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@Ayzee’s bumhair :
same! I was a devout muslim then God became less and less apparent
2026-09-10 22:52:22
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Yaz :
Same
2026-09-09 18:08:58
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Navie :
same iv always been athsiet and like i did rlly try to find god btu reading quran/hadths there rules and history js took me away from islam
2026-09-07 08:32:12
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♀️=♂️ :
You still didn’t talk about homophobia in Islam [cry]
2026-09-06 13:20:06
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