MooMoo :
I deleted and threw away everything. Focused on trying to fix my life, finish getting my license, a car, a job, move out. I got it all but gave her up in return. I thought I had lost everything regarding her and the regret ate me alive day and night. Once I finally got my license, I opened my wallet to insert the card, and noticed a slip of paper I had in it. I opened the paper to find our photobooth reel together we had taken a few months before we split. I also found out I could look at the pictures being taken live via a recorded video during the shoot. The video was $4-5, so I bought it immediately. I watched over, and over, and over, and over again. I memorized her smile, I memorized her eyes, her hair style, and color from that day. Tried to visualize how our date went, tried to remember what she smelled like, what looking at her felt like. I keep the photos on my dash in my car, I couldn’t have gotten it without her support and I will forever owe her for leaving her behind when I thought its what was best. I look at it every time I enter or leave my vehicle, on my breaks, my lunches, in the middle of the night. I let her go and it will haunt me forever, but at the same time, I hope she’s happy. I hope I get a second chance one day, I miss you Z
2026-10-03 09:53:26