user8768592037901 :
There is no way that I will be convinced that so many things that have happened in the past (years and years, long before I left my job, way back) both at the job and in my personal life where being done for my benefit in anyway. There where good things that happened, no doubt, lots of adventures lots of experience, and lots of stories. But behind the scenes, reading through the lines that had not been apparent to me for so long (because why?) No way! People wouldn’t have acted the way they did, said the things they said, and whole lot of other things. Plus, I don’t know how you could do that someone you cared about.. Nobody would want that to happen to them. This mythical Jackle and Hyde monster personality theory is bullshit. The accusations that I heard about myself are bullshit. (I’ll take more polygraphs!). Im not defending who I was at one point as someone who was always being a good person in all situations. I had a pretty raunch point of view, a dark sense of humor, had a lot of personal frustrations, I didn’t express myself well, and was very disassociated. I felt it was about time to do something else. I was a mental mess, but I wasn’t a psychopathic, manic, evil villain, or anything close, ever..
2026-09-06 00:06:15