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i wish i could hold my baby in my arms and pour every last bit of love in my heart into him. i wish i could hold him so close that he could feel it in every little heartbeat, that he could feel just how adored he is, just how precious he is to me, just how much of me belongs to loving him. i want to take care of him so badly it aches, so badly that sometimes i wish love could be something i could physically give him, something i could gather up from inside my chest and place right into his hands so he could finally see what i mean when i say i love him. i want to cup his face in my hands and kiss his cheeks and his forehead and brush his hair away from his eyes, i want to pull him into my chest and wrap my arms around him and keep him there for as long as he needs. i want to be so sweet to him, so gentle and so full of love that he never has to wonder what it feels like to be cherished. i want to love him in all the little ways that make up a life, in the kisses i give him without thinking, in the way my hand would find his, in the way i would pull him closer in my sleep, in the way i would look at him doing the most ordinary things and still feel that little ache in my chest because i cannot believe i get to love someone like him. i want to give him all the little kisses, all the hugs that last longer than they need to, all the moments where i get to take care of him simply because i love him and he is my baby. sometimes i genuinely dont know what to do with all the love i have for him. it sits so heavily in my heart, not because it is a burden, but because there is so much of it and i wish i could give every bit of it somewhere
2026-10-17 10:04:21