Tetsuko :
When Lestat prays that Magnus won't kill him, he is terrified; he had already questioned his faith due to the beatings inflicted by his brothers and the poverty and hunger at home, as they constantly underestimated him and prevented him from becoming who he wanted to be. Thus, when he felt he was dying at Magnus's hands, it was his final gasp of faith. Upon becoming a vampire and seeing that his prayers had not averted the tragedy, his reaction is logical; just as in real life, a survivor of a horrific event might lose their faith and wonder, "If God exists and didn't intervene then, is He cruel?" It is a very interesting reflection. Furthermore, when Anne Rice wrote this part of the novel—or at least the first three books—both she and her husband were atheists and were grieving the death of their five-year-old daughter. It is understandable to question such things in the face of a tragedy like the loss of a child; let us remember that Stan Rice was an atheist and that Anne did not return to Catholicism until after his death. And although Lestat is inspired by him, throughout the novels he is constantly seen searching for proof of God's existence, even when he no longer has the heart for it. In the series, when he is in the car, he is recalling the trauma; he is not praying—he is reliving what happened to him.
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