user8768592037901 :
Well I don’t know what my family or anyone else expected me to form into. I don’t think it was anything good. As far as using gifts illegally, I don’t know even know what that means. By gifts you mean what exactly? Intuition? You don’t control that, it just happens to you. Some of it, I’m sure is based on trauma and hyper vigilance. Coming to terms with the fact that there where things setup, really doesn’t confirm it. Looking back I was wrong about, just about everyone in my life (so there is that). Other things, again. Not something you control. And again, I’m not doing this to myself. I’m not promoting myself in this way, I’m not spying on myself, and making judgements, or assumptions on these things. I’m not trying sell anyone anything, I didn’t say I was anything. I’m not doing anything magical to anyone. Experiences? Yeah I have had those. Believe them, don’t believe them, I really don’t care, I probably never shared them with you, so you probably shouldn’t be to judgmental. Again not something you control. I have wrote many down, some I haven’t. Is it a brain fart? is a touch of schizophrenia? , is it active imagination and autism?, I don’t know. Tried to peer deep into the mirror to find that out myself. Debunked some things in the process, looked at the science. Lots of things I don’t believe where coincidences. I still have some beliefs in regards to that. They maybe playing a role in my perceptions. If I knew what was really going on in the background and what actually happened, I would have a better idea. I don’t think I’m delusional, and I know I’m not a danger to anyone. If that what your trying to test, or see about, or whatever, I will never respect you for that..
2026-09-07 00:15:52