Naja :
I miss you so much and I don’t even know how to explain it anymore because I feel like I think about you every single second of my life, like no matter what I’m doing my mind somehow finds its way back to you, I could be talking to someone, watching something, listening to music, laughing about something completely random and then suddenly I’m thinking about you again and wondering what you’re doing, if you’re okay, if you ever think about me too, I miss everything about what we had, even the smallest things that I never thought would mean anything to me, the stupid conversations, the random jokes, the late nights, the moments where we literally did nothing but still somehow enjoyed being there, I miss having someone I could tell everything to, someone who felt so familiar that I never had to think twice about being myself, and I think that’s what hurts the most because I got so used to having you in my life that I never thought I’d have to get used to not having you. sometimes I’ll hear a song and immediately think of you, or I’ll see something that reminds me of something we did and for a second I forget that things aren’t like that anymore, and I hate how one tiny thing can bring back so many memories at once, it’s like my brain keeps collecting little reminders of you everywhere I go I miss talking to you, I miss knowing what was going on in your life, I miss being able to tell you about my day, even the boring stuff, because somehow telling you about the most random things made them feel important, I miss the feeling of knowing you were there, even when we weren’t doing anything special. and sometimes I wonder if you ever miss me the way I miss you, if you ever randomly remember something we did and just sit there thinking about it, if you ever hear a song and think of me, if you ever look at your phone and wish you had a message from me, because I do that more than I’d ever admit. ( I just wanna fit in )
2026-09-09 01:58:16