Nurse Dye🩺🖤
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Monday 07 September 2026 13:28:37 GMT
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Rylee Haro :
I have been a silent follower for a while. I don’t really know how to say this and I hope it comes off well. You have saved me. I suffer from depression and going through the hardest year of my life. I told my husband I was struggling but we’ll be ok. I’m ok I’m getting better. As it was getting worse. I put on a face and I pushed and pushed every dark thought and emotion aside. Until I couldn’t. I hit a breaking point and thought of you. And your kids. And pictured my husband. I opened the door and I told him my thought process. He held me and we came up with a plan to keep me here. Thank you for sharing his story and yours. A story of survival. Thank you 🩷
2026-09-07 15:33:21
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Peace ✌️🌺 :
when someone said "suicide is taking all their pain and spreading it to everyone that loved them" it changed the way I looked at suicide. I'm sorry for your loss and your precious children 🙁❤️
2026-09-07 18:38:50
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KTSV23 :
This seems to be a running phenomenon that happens when people have a plan. They seem happy, act different. Look like they’re OK. And that part, is what makes you carry the guilt because you didn’t know. I don’t understand why they do that but it messes with your brain.
2026-09-07 13:33:41
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Caitlyn 🥀 :
I’m so sorry 💔 He really wanted to take care of you. I wish his brain didn’t tell him that this was the way 😭
2026-09-07 14:19:22
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sueanncypert :
Oh my God the Christmas gifts arriving in the mail 💔😭 JFC IM SO SORRY
2026-09-08 12:57:37
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Jonsie 💜 :
The saddest part is he really did believe that you all would be okay without him, my heart aches for you and I hope that you and your babies find peace
2026-09-08 02:12:04
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Juney :
sweet girl, as a five time attempt survivor, there is no way you could have known and unfortunately have stopped it. I know you are in the worst living nightmare that some may never be able to imagine. There never will be enough words or actions to comfort your soul. I just want you to know that for me (and im sure I speak for a lot of us) that you are such a wonderful soul who is helping others by being so vulnerable. ive never met you obviously but I feel like you are my "internet daughter." sending love from Florida.
2026-09-07 14:36:43
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JillAtPoeticGold :
The gifts in the mail made me cry; I am so sorry
2026-09-07 18:55:37
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2286C810 :
He wanted your last Christmas with him to be great.
2026-09-10 10:43:59
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✨ Kayla ✨ :
Hi! Part of my job is suicide prevention! This pattern of behavior is extremely common in these cases! There’s nothing you could have done, I’m so sorry for everything you’re going through ❤️
2026-09-07 16:45:42
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Danni faye :
i think i would struggle hard with my husband sitting me down and telling me we’ll be alright when we really wernt.
2026-09-07 23:13:20
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barbara :
He had a plan, I am so sorry 😢
2026-09-15 22:57:38
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Katlynne52 :
Therapist here. When people make the decision to end their life, they tend to be happy because they have finally made the decision. I am so sorry for you and your kids.
2026-09-09 03:55:45
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Jules :
Thank you for telling this story. I’m so sorry 💔
2026-09-07 14:12:44
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Jillianloveee💗 :
Him stocking everything up to make sure y’all would be okay😩 im so so sorry for yalls loss
2026-09-09 16:34:06
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Abra (AWE-bruh) :
He really loved you. I'm so sorry...
2026-09-07 17:29:36
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Zoey dark :
baby none of this is your fault you wanted to believe you helped him be better it’s ok it’s not your fault and it never will be. you’re a beautiful and strong woman and i know you’re an inspiration to your girls
2026-09-07 14:59:35
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Nikki :
Once they have finalized their plan, it’s like a switch goes off.
2026-09-09 19:09:37
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Lizarddr :
He fought so hard… [Red heart]
2026-09-07 16:18:20
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🌸🌸Mandy🌸🌸 :
I can relate to you so much. My husband will be gone 3 years next month. One of the hardest things I had to go through.
2026-09-08 01:02:24
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adh9717 :
As a widow who lost my husband in the same manner I can tell you that you have to stop beating yourself up. The signs were not signs because he didn’t wasn’t them to be. It’s not healthy for you to blame yourself. It’s not your fault. No matter that issues our husbands were experiencing they were grown adults that left families behind and that is sad and heartbreaking. But it was also very selfish. I was married 22 years and we had 5 kids. Life is not fair. Stay strong and work to find your new normal.
2026-09-07 16:13:01
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interlinked :
it's like people in the hospitals. when they feel death close by for some reason they are full of energy and dedication just for the that horrible day to come 😢
2026-09-10 19:48:02
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Haileebrownn0319 :
My ex took his life on December 30 th and we had such a good week to after Christmas and I thought life was getting better and it just flipped
2026-09-07 23:54:36
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Bri Marie :
As someone who struggles also Ik he was trying his hardest 😭❤️🩹🫂
2026-09-07 14:24:44
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Ray :
I just found you through these videos, and my heart breaks for you. It sounds like he really wanted to give you one last beautiful Christmas memory when he felt like he’d never given you the Christmas you “deserved.” I have been in that place where once I decided I was genuinely going to kill myself, everything finally felt peaceful. I think it’s kind of like the rally people get before dying after sickness. Because that’s what a lifetime of mental illness is too. You did nothing wrong. In any of these videos. You loved him and wanted him to be okay. You speak with so much grace. I hope you and your kids are able to find some peace.
2026-09-07 16:51:54
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