Yea I get that, ive always been a little afraid of girls liking me. I dont hate women at all, Ive never been diagnosed with anything either. But ive always known ive had a problem experiencing emotions like other people, im stuck in a constant neutral state in my mind, i never felt happy on my birthday, or revisiting family, or anything honestly. Just very blank, never cared for relationships either because i genuinely cannot feel love. Im not trying to be an edgy psychopath who wants to be different I just genuinely cant experience emotions like people. And the thing im afraid of is being labeled as some creep who doesnt care about girlfriends and is just constantly blank and stuff. Im not depressed and I do feel emotions sometimes, but it is really situational and it lingers for maybe 3 seconds and then vanishes.
Iโve lied about myself so much on a first date that I donโt even bother with a second date because I donโt know who I was playing.
2026-09-07 23:22:55
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Solo :
Fyp even knows
2026-09-07 18:59:12
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truleefree :
3534
2026-09-07 23:16:35
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Joey ๐ตโ๐ซ ๐ฉ๐ด :
The worst side of humanity, the self destructive one.
2026-09-08 02:27:23
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poison :
Iโm a good person but nobody wants to know me unless theyโre messing with me
2026-09-07 15:30:08
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celeste :
oh im sure
2026-09-08 01:28:12
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G. :
I don't think I would even want to know myself it's probably disturbing to others
2026-09-07 23:27:44
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lkorlanka :
no one's a good person anyway
2026-09-07 21:53:50
1
vk64.hightech :
2026-09-07 14:32:54
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000000000000000000 :
this is you btw
2026-09-07 21:22:27
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๐ก๐ญKid Scar๐ญ๐ช :
yk there are days where ill consider myself a terrible person, but then theres this part of me that says "you at least are in touch and understand your darkness unlike the majority" ... if I dont acknowledge the terrible im doing theres no chance at change, but since I at least acknowledge the fact there are things to be changed.. does this even make me a terrible person?
2026-09-07 16:59:36
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dailydoseofreality :
knowing youre a terrible person but being okay with it is a particular feeling
2026-09-07 22:19:30
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unknowmefn :
Harmless btw
2026-09-07 23:58:13
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StalkerKeeper :
Then change?
2026-09-07 21:09:31
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