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subaru genuinely has me in a chokehold because why do i get this excited every single time i see him 😭 i could be doing literally anything, scrolling through my phone, watching another anime, talking to somebody, and the SECOND subaru appears on my screen my brain just stops working. like hello??? THATS SUBARU NATSUKI. my subaru. my favorite loser ever. i love this man so much it’s actually embarrassing. his stupid little expressions, his voice, his hair, his personality, the way he gets so determined when somebody he cares about needs him, EVERYTHING. and don’t even get me started on his character development because watching him slowly become more confident while still being the same emotional, stubborn, ridiculous subaru i love is genuinely one of my favorite things ever. i love when he’s being funny and dramatic, i love when he’s being stupid, i love when he’s serious, i love when he starts yapping, i love literally every version of him. if somebody sends me a subaru edit i am immediately watching it. if i see a subaru cosplayer i am stopping whatever i’m doing. if i hear his voice i’m paying attention. there is genuinely no escaping this man. i could have 500 subaru edits saved and somehow still save another one because apparently i need every single edit that has ever existed. and YES i will talk about him for hours. YES i will bring him up when nobody asked. YES i will recognize him from one pixel on my screen. YES i will probably rewatch scenes just because he looks cute in them. i don’t care anymore. i have accepted that subaru is permanently occupying at least 90% of my brain. i love his stupid face. i love his little mannerisms. i love his determination. i love how much he cares about people. i love how hard he tries even when he feels like he’s not enough. i love how human he feels. THAT’S WHY I LOVE HIM SO MUCH. he isn’t perfect and that’s literally the point. he messes up, he gets embarrassed, he gets scared, he doubts himself, and somehow he still keeps trying. THAT is my favorite thing about him. anyway if you see me yapping about subaru again no you didn’t. i will be doing this forever.
2026-09-07 20:27:57