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It's a complete trust and surrender to Him. Sometimes we hold on so tight and try to control too many things to make them go according to what we want and what we think we need. And I get it, I know how hard it is to let go of our grip and leave it up to His will. I admit, I sometimes still find it hard to surrender, especially when I'm scared, to trust Him and ultimately leave it to His will be done, not mine. I've had so many answered prayers, too many miracles, too many saves/rescues, too many redirections, too many to count. But one thing I'm slowly learning is, do we only have faith if He gives us what we pray for or is our faith so easily shaken when he answers us with "No"? And I'm still learning. You'd think that after all the answered prayers and miracles that I've experienced first hand that I wouldn't feel shaken at all, but I still get shaken, I still feel fear, I'm still anxious, I'm still greedy. It's our human nature...and I'm still working on that. Even Jesus, before he was betrayed, he prayed and begged God to take his cup of suffering away but he continued to say "Yet I want Your will to be done, not mine." 🥹
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