@6fsol: It's not even about no contact anymore. It's not about resisting the urge to call or waiting for a message that won't come. It's not about blocking, deleting, or staying away. that part was hard.. but this.. this is something else entirely. it's about waking up and trying to get through the day without you living in my head rent free, without you invading my thoughts, without a memory of you catching me off guard. it's about trying to make it through a single day without you showing up in my mind in the most unexpected ways. it's about watching the sun set the way it did when we were happy and pretending it doesn't hurt. NO, this isn't about no contact anymore. it's about walking through life like i'm whole, even when the ghost of you still lingers in the spaces you left behind.#6fsol #jay